We're not BFF anymore but we're BFTJ and they're always and forever my brother :)
p/s: BFTJ stands for Best Friend To Jannah.
Friday, February 24, 2012
Future Husband,
"No matter who you are, just remember that you're the lucky one. The last one in my life. But beware, you're not my #1 priority cause in terms of love for me its always - #1 Allah S.W.T & Prophet Muhammad S.A.W #2 Family #3 BFTJ, #4 GFF. So, once you're in my life, I'll make sure you stick forever with a good reason."
"I don't want to be your girlfriend. I want to be the one that you can called as your wife." - Dalila Z.
p/s : I changed the priority list a bit :')
"I don't want to be your girlfriend. I want to be the one that you can called as your wife." - Dalila Z.
p/s : I changed the priority list a bit :')
credit to : Malina
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Rapuh atau Kukuh ?
Assalamualaikum and hello people! :)
Ya Allah, lama gila tak update blog. I miss my online diary. *hugs*. I always be reminded to feather-duster my blog once in a while. Don't get me wrong, I LOOVVEEE to blog, but time is an issue for me sometimes. sorry for not making myself available :'( I know my bad. And this is not an excuse. Tak tipu punya!
There are so many things that happen in my life and I didn't know where to start. I keep writing and erasing, writing and earsing all my taught. Haha. Alhamdulillah currently just started my 2nd year 2nd semester in IIUM.
I just read article from Solusi title "Memilih ikatan Rapuh atau Kukuh." by Fatimah Syarha. Ohmyyy, I want to dedicate this entry for my ex-roomate, which are too busy to find a husband. Its nothing wrong with that, everyone wants to get married but the way you do it is TOTALLY WRONG! Her situation is same as stated in the article. Lemme copy it for you guys :)
Sumpah, I memang tak boleh terima macam ni. You kata you nak kawin tapi you tak nak jumpa parents dia? It is so wrong. Dude,kau nak kawin dengan anak dara orang kot, kejadah pulak kau tak nak jumpa parents dia? And memang pantang bagi I bab kahwin nak buat main-main. Sekarang kata nak kawin bila suruh jumpa parents je tukar topik. Kejadah weh? Okay im being too emotional here, maybe because the same situation happen to my close friend but she's not my closefriend anymore. She is just my ex-roomate. BUKAN SEKALI JE DIA KENA, DUA KALI OKAY? She is such a good girl unfortunately lelaki yang buat dia berubah. And I hate to see her changes. Sebab dia bukan berubah ke arah kebaikan. I tak salahkan lelaki tu je, kawan I tu pun salah jugak. Senang sangat percaya dengan janji palsu tu. Cakap nak jumpa masa cutilah apelah, tapi at the end tak pergi pun. *sigh*
Memang dorang tak couple tapi kalau dah 24/7 korg dok sms tu kan, pastu dah berani jumpa berdua. Apa tu semua? Korang tak bertunang pun lagi. And lagi satu kau pakai tudung besar weh. Tak rasa malu ke buat macam tu? Aku yang malu bagi pihak kau tau tak? Memang kau sorokkan dari ktorg, tapi at the end ktorg akan tau jugak. Semua orang tanya aku pasal korg sebab dorg pun tak percaya kau akan buat macam tu. Kau tak nak semua orang tau tapi kau tunjuk kat semua orang jumpa kat library semua. Apa semua tu? Sebab nak bincang pasal kawin? Nonsense. Kalau nak bincang pasal kawin jumpa parents sayang ooi. Memang secara semulajadinya kita akan tertarik dengan orang yang berlainan jantina, and kita akan ada perasaan untuk disayangi, menyanyangi and etc.*ohmyy why so cheesy?* . Tak kira lah kau pakai tudung labuh ke, tudung pendek ke, shwal ke tak pakai tudung ke, perasaan tu memang ada. Memang tak dapat dinafikan. TAPI the way you do it is so wrong darling. Lagi lagi lelaki tu cakap dia nak kahwin DUA dengan sorang lagi perempuan which is kawan ktorg jugak. Jap dia tak sesuai nak panggil lelaki, can I call him Jantan instead? See, sila bayangkan bf korg cakap dorg nak poligami padahal korg pun tak kahwin lagi. Kalau BF aku yang cakap macamtu memang BYE lah alamatnya. I tak kata poligami tu salah tapi temanya korg pun tak kahwin lagi tapi bf korg dah ada niat nak kahwin dua. Apa ni? Boleh terima ke? Pastu suruh kawan I ni tanya kat perempuan tu dia suka tak si jantan tu? And kawan I yang blurr ni pun dengan baiknya menonong tanya perempuan tu. Ya Allah, sedih aku tengok kawan aku jadi macam ni. I pun tak faham asal dia buat macam tu, sedangkan jantan tu bukan laki dia pun. Haihh. Tak larat dah nak nasihat. Kau dah besar kau sendiri fikirlah.
Im not a really good muslimah, I didn’t cover my aurat properly but hey im trying my best to go that way. Even orang tengok I macam kasar, I know my limits okay. Maybe korang akan kata I ni kolot ke apa kan, kisah pulak aku? Tapi bagi I restu Ibu dengan Ayah tu yang paling penting. Dorang harus tau dengan siapa kita berkawan and wajib tau dengan siapa kita nak kahwin. And if dorang tak restu perkahwinan korang tak kan kemana. Trust me! You should always put your parents in the 1st place.
I nak buat macam my mom. Before dia involved dengan serious r/ship, dia akan bawak balik lelaki tu untuk kenal dengan my grandma and grandpa, and most of the time dorang rasa all that guys tak sesuai dengan my mom lah kan. Idk, my grandma got strong instinct. LOL. I guess every mom pun macam tu kan? :) my grandparents akan reject lah semua kawan lelaki my mom, and mak I pun dah give up. Sampailah my mom bawak my dad and dorang terus setuju. Immediately okay. Wohoo. So baru lah dorang start serious r/ship. My mom cakap, kalau buat macam tu lagi bagus dari kita dah couple bertahun-tahun then baru bawak jumpa parents but suddenly parents kita tak setuju. susahlah kan kita nak clash sebab dah sayang sangat. Kang tak pasal -pasal jadi anak derhaka. Tapi kalau awal-awal yang baru nak gedik-gedik nak suka tu tak rasa sangatlah, sebab perasaan tu masih boleh dikawal lagi. Idk, my mom yang cakap macam tu. I tak tau lah kan betul ke tak, sebab I tak pernah in r/ship dengan sesiapa pun. Not even once. And I memang janji dengan diri I, if I got someone I will surely bring him to see my parents first cause they're the best judges in the world. Hihihi.
Last but not least, I hope that my ex-roomate will realize what she's doing is so wrong sebab aku memang dah tak larat dah nak cakap dengan kau sekarang ni. Aku doakan yang terbaik untuk kau. Maybe ada akan cakap kau pun tak cukup baik ada hati nak nasihat orang, hell with it. Aku dah jalankan tanggungjawab aku sebagai kawan, masing-masing pun dah besar, pandai-pandai lah fikir ye?
Ya Allah, lama gila tak update blog. I miss my online diary. *hugs*. I always be reminded to feather-duster my blog once in a while. Don't get me wrong, I LOOVVEEE to blog, but time is an issue for me sometimes. sorry for not making myself available :'( I know my bad. And this is not an excuse. Tak tipu punya!
There are so many things that happen in my life and I didn't know where to start. I keep writing and erasing, writing and earsing all my taught. Haha. Alhamdulillah currently just started my 2nd year 2nd semester in IIUM.
I just read article from Solusi title "Memilih ikatan Rapuh atau Kukuh." by Fatimah Syarha. Ohmyyy, I want to dedicate this entry for my ex-roomate, which are too busy to find a husband. Its nothing wrong with that, everyone wants to get married but the way you do it is TOTALLY WRONG! Her situation is same as stated in the article. Lemme copy it for you guys :)
" Saya suka awak. Saya rasa nak kahwin dengan awak." Seorang lelaki menghantar SMS.
" Saya pun suka awak. Saya pun rasa nak kahwin dengan awak." balas si gadis.
"kalau begitu kita dikira bertunang. Jangan terima orang lain." pesan si lelaki
"jumpalah mak dengan ayah saya dulu baru kita dikira bertunang." kata si gadis
"Ustaz saya kata, bertunang itu apabilateruna dan dara berjanji untuk bernikah.." kata si lelaki
"Eh, apa beza bertunang dengan berpasangan macam kita?" si gadis keliru
"Entah, ah sama saja." kata si lelaki.
" Saya pun suka awak. Saya pun rasa nak kahwin dengan awak." balas si gadis.
"kalau begitu kita dikira bertunang. Jangan terima orang lain." pesan si lelaki
"jumpalah mak dengan ayah saya dulu baru kita dikira bertunang." kata si gadis
"Ustaz saya kata, bertunang itu apabilateruna dan dara berjanji untuk bernikah.." kata si lelaki
"Eh, apa beza bertunang dengan berpasangan macam kita?" si gadis keliru
"Entah, ah sama saja." kata si lelaki.
Sumpah, I memang tak boleh terima macam ni. You kata you nak kawin tapi you tak nak jumpa parents dia? It is so wrong. Dude,kau nak kawin dengan anak dara orang kot, kejadah pulak kau tak nak jumpa parents dia? And memang pantang bagi I bab kahwin nak buat main-main. Sekarang kata nak kawin bila suruh jumpa parents je tukar topik. Kejadah weh? Okay im being too emotional here, maybe because the same situation happen to my close friend but she's not my closefriend anymore. She is just my ex-roomate. BUKAN SEKALI JE DIA KENA, DUA KALI OKAY? She is such a good girl unfortunately lelaki yang buat dia berubah. And I hate to see her changes. Sebab dia bukan berubah ke arah kebaikan. I tak salahkan lelaki tu je, kawan I tu pun salah jugak. Senang sangat percaya dengan janji palsu tu. Cakap nak jumpa masa cutilah apelah, tapi at the end tak pergi pun. *sigh*
Memang dorang tak couple tapi kalau dah 24/7 korg dok sms tu kan, pastu dah berani jumpa berdua. Apa tu semua? Korang tak bertunang pun lagi. And lagi satu kau pakai tudung besar weh. Tak rasa malu ke buat macam tu? Aku yang malu bagi pihak kau tau tak? Memang kau sorokkan dari ktorg, tapi at the end ktorg akan tau jugak. Semua orang tanya aku pasal korg sebab dorg pun tak percaya kau akan buat macam tu. Kau tak nak semua orang tau tapi kau tunjuk kat semua orang jumpa kat library semua. Apa semua tu? Sebab nak bincang pasal kawin? Nonsense. Kalau nak bincang pasal kawin jumpa parents sayang ooi. Memang secara semulajadinya kita akan tertarik dengan orang yang berlainan jantina, and kita akan ada perasaan untuk disayangi, menyanyangi and etc.*ohmyy why so cheesy?* . Tak kira lah kau pakai tudung labuh ke, tudung pendek ke, shwal ke tak pakai tudung ke, perasaan tu memang ada. Memang tak dapat dinafikan. TAPI the way you do it is so wrong darling. Lagi lagi lelaki tu cakap dia nak kahwin DUA dengan sorang lagi perempuan which is kawan ktorg jugak. Jap dia tak sesuai nak panggil lelaki, can I call him Jantan instead? See, sila bayangkan bf korg cakap dorg nak poligami padahal korg pun tak kahwin lagi. Kalau BF aku yang cakap macamtu memang BYE lah alamatnya. I tak kata poligami tu salah tapi temanya korg pun tak kahwin lagi tapi bf korg dah ada niat nak kahwin dua. Apa ni? Boleh terima ke? Pastu suruh kawan I ni tanya kat perempuan tu dia suka tak si jantan tu? And kawan I yang blurr ni pun dengan baiknya menonong tanya perempuan tu. Ya Allah, sedih aku tengok kawan aku jadi macam ni. I pun tak faham asal dia buat macam tu, sedangkan jantan tu bukan laki dia pun. Haihh. Tak larat dah nak nasihat. Kau dah besar kau sendiri fikirlah.
Im not a really good muslimah, I didn’t cover my aurat properly but hey im trying my best to go that way. Even orang tengok I macam kasar, I know my limits okay. Maybe korang akan kata I ni kolot ke apa kan, kisah pulak aku? Tapi bagi I restu Ibu dengan Ayah tu yang paling penting. Dorang harus tau dengan siapa kita berkawan and wajib tau dengan siapa kita nak kahwin. And if dorang tak restu perkahwinan korang tak kan kemana. Trust me! You should always put your parents in the 1st place.
I nak buat macam my mom. Before dia involved dengan serious r/ship, dia akan bawak balik lelaki tu untuk kenal dengan my grandma and grandpa, and most of the time dorang rasa all that guys tak sesuai dengan my mom lah kan. Idk, my grandma got strong instinct. LOL. I guess every mom pun macam tu kan? :) my grandparents akan reject lah semua kawan lelaki my mom, and mak I pun dah give up. Sampailah my mom bawak my dad and dorang terus setuju. Immediately okay. Wohoo. So baru lah dorang start serious r/ship. My mom cakap, kalau buat macam tu lagi bagus dari kita dah couple bertahun-tahun then baru bawak jumpa parents but suddenly parents kita tak setuju. susahlah kan kita nak clash sebab dah sayang sangat. Kang tak pasal -pasal jadi anak derhaka. Tapi kalau awal-awal yang baru nak gedik-gedik nak suka tu tak rasa sangatlah, sebab perasaan tu masih boleh dikawal lagi. Idk, my mom yang cakap macam tu. I tak tau lah kan betul ke tak, sebab I tak pernah in r/ship dengan sesiapa pun. Not even once. And I memang janji dengan diri I, if I got someone I will surely bring him to see my parents first cause they're the best judges in the world. Hihihi.
Last but not least, I hope that my ex-roomate will realize what she's doing is so wrong sebab aku memang dah tak larat dah nak cakap dengan kau sekarang ni. Aku doakan yang terbaik untuk kau. Maybe ada akan cakap kau pun tak cukup baik ada hati nak nasihat orang, hell with it. Aku dah jalankan tanggungjawab aku sebagai kawan, masing-masing pun dah besar, pandai-pandai lah fikir ye?
"Ya Allah, please forgive me for not adhering to Your rules. I have been bad for not listening to You but I am trying my best here. And lastly, I believe that You will be the One who will decide who I will be married to. Let him be the person who will continue to guide me to walk in the rightful path and the one who always remind me of You. Amin Rabbil Alamin. "
My very own world.
If I have a super power, these are how guys should behave in my OWN little world! :)
1. I love the smell of guy's perfume.
2. You have to know how to crack jokes.
3. Never hesitate to give me flowers. But no teddy bears please.
4. Know how to play a guitar :))
5. Honest!
6. I don’t mind you play DOTA or hanging out with your friends . Just text me that you're busy than not returning or picking up my calls.
7. Never easily say " I Love You."
8. I love surprises on my birthday.
9. Never ask me to change anything about my physically.
10. I love it when you remind me to Solat when we were out. Major turn on!
11. I like it, when you could resist from trying to hold my hand.
12. Never mock Kpop. LOL
13. Respect my family
14. Be friend with my bestfriends.
15. Love me for who I am.
Okay memang lah sampai sekarang kau single kan? Banyak songeh sangat. LOL
" If you think you’re missing the boat by not dating and that you will never meet that 'dream’ person, i have great news for you.Your boat is in a perfect condition and is not going anywhere without you.Allah is in control of everything.He knows the best time for you to get married and He has already picked out the perfect mate for you.No matter how hard you try on your own or rush the process,you will never find the perfect match that Allah is waiting to give you.All you need to do is place your trust in Allah,have patience,and stay firm in your commitment to keep of marriage,you will appreciate why,Allah has encouraged you to,stay single for such special occasion" To Allah, I put my trust. (:
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Friday, August 19, 2011
One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful
Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)
This my current favourite song. Ohmyyyy, i just love this song :')
p/s: idk why i keep post video on my blog. haha. sorry! nothing much to blogging about.
This my current favourite song. Ohmyyyy, i just love this song :')
p/s: idk why i keep post video on my blog. haha. sorry! nothing much to blogging about.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
There Are No Perfect Fathers But......
Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)
I watched this 5th in less than 1 hour and I cried every single time. Seriously the best ad that i ever seen. I miss Ayah so bad :"( can't wait to see him this coming 29th :))
"Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku. Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya atas didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku."
I watched this 5th in less than 1 hour and I cried every single time. Seriously the best ad that i ever seen. I miss Ayah so bad :"( can't wait to see him this coming 29th :))
"Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku. Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya atas didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku."
"There are NO perfect father, but a father will always love PERFECTLY :) "
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