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One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

2011-08-19T17:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

This my current favourite song. Ohmyyyy, i just love this song :')

p/s: idk why i keep post video on my blog. haha. sorry! nothing much to blogging about.

There Are No Perfect Fathers But......

2011-08-18T16:23:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

I watched this 5th in less than 1 hour and I cried every single time. Seriously the best ad that i ever seen. I miss Ayah so bad :"( can't wait to see him this coming 29th :))

"Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku. Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya atas didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku."

"There are NO perfect father, but a father will always love PERFECTLY :) "

Crush kita

2011-08-18T14:30:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

I just wanna tell that, i got a little crush with this one guy. We're in the same club at CFS but we never get the chance to talk. so yeah I do add him up in Friendster. And I tak sangka dia akan approve kay? sumpahhh! Okay zaman kat Nilai dulu, I tak tau asal semua aktif friendster. LOL. and yeah we start to communicate. tapi benda yang penting je, takdenya benda lagha. So yeah, he read my blog too *tapi dulu lah sekarang tak rasanya* and we do exchange opinion about certain issues and he gave me advice not only about life, but also about Islam. see, macam mana I tak suka dia kalau dia baik macam tu? And after that, dia pun buat blog. and MasyaAllah blog dia sangat memberi inspirasi, trust me. Then suddenly, dia tak aktif kat Friendster, so I fikir maybe dia busy, yelah dia dah masuk Gombak kan? and he changed his URL blog. I CANT READ HIS BLOG ANYMORE. cry me a river. sobs :'( so ktorg dah macam terputus hubungan. ceh ayat kau Amalina ooi. memang tak boleh nak blah lagi kan? Then, he add me up in FB! Yeayyer! Im such a happy girl. Sumpah tak sangka dia akan add I and benda pertama yang dia tulis kat wall I, dia cakap sorry sebab dah lama tak update blog and dia wish I all the best untuk Gombak something like that lah. and Yes sampai sekarang dia tak tau yang I ade little crush on him. I do stalk him in FB. LOL. *sycho kan? haha* The difference of this stalking im doing is Im doing it under his consent. He saw the way I dress. He saw my profile pictures and the only thing that he doesn't do is judge. That's the reason I like him :) Selalu jugak terserempak dekat cafe _________. *tak boleh dinyatakan, tapi confirm bukan cafe Aikol :D* Tapi I tak berani nak tegur dia. Saya malu. Okay jap aku tak tau asal aku cerita benda ni kat sini? Hahaha. actually kita nak bgtau yang kita baru baca ape yang dia reply kat chatbox blog dia. Sila tengok gambar di bawah ni ye? :) bayangkan I tulis dekat dia June 2010, and dia reply kat I Ogos 2010 and just now Ogos 2011, I baru baca? for god sake. A year after? duuh. cuma cuma, I tak letak link I, so I tak tau dia tau tak tu I sebenarnya. *sigh* okay temanya tu je. K, bai :)

P/s: I believe that You will be the One who will decide who I will be married to. Let him be the person who will continue to guide me to walk in the rightful path and the one who always remind me of You. Amin Rabbil Alamin.

Nabiollah Saidov

2011-08-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

Nabiollah Saidov. I’m falling in love with his voice. Subahanallah! Plus, I can’t help my tears dropped each time I heard he recite the verse. May Allah SWT bless you always, Nabiollah. :)

Allah says: “You may have someone in your mind, someone in your heart, someone in your dreams, someone in your life, but I am your someone when you have no one.” - and yet i always take Him for granted :'(

Glee Project - Team Cameron :)

2011-08-17T16:29:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

I just started watching the Glee Project, and yes my favorite ones are, Cameron Mitchell, Samuel Larsen & Matheus Fernandes ! awwwh, im so in love with these three boys. for god sake they got really nice voice and unique in their own way. Cameron all cute, awkward and sweet guy. while Sam with his cool dreadlocks hair, and i just cant imagine if he change his hairstyle,pleaseee dont! and Matheus even he’s small but he got a huge soul. trust me :) I just dont like Lindsay, she’s like annoying version of Rachel. LOL. but i do love her voice. for those yang tak tengok lagi, sila tengok. sumpaaaah best and worth your time :)

p/s: video ni dah lama dah, tapi this is the one that i love the most. you can check his YT acc for newest vid kay :)

Abang, tunggu mak di syurga ya?

2011-08-16T06:18:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people.

Tiba-tiba hari ni teringin nak check email. Padahal before ni tak pernah heran pun. bukak-bukak amik kau ade 20,000 email. alaah, bukan orang yang email pun, maksudnya tu email notification fb dari zaman bila ntah. Haha. oh btw, dalam banyak-banyak email fb yang mengarut tu ade satu email yang menarik minat untuk dibaca dengan tajuk Hargai & sayangi orang-orang disekeliling. Kisah benar : "Abang tunggu mak di syurga ya". Melihat tajuknya , aku ingat aku cukup kuat untuk membaca sampai habis tapi rupanya aku tidak sekuat yang disangka. baru separuh cerita, air mataku mengalir tanpa henti. dan aku meneruskan pembacaan dengan ditemani air mata. Setelah selesai, aku terfikir adekah aku nanti sekuat dan setabah wanita ni? Kisah benar yang insyaAllah akan member 1001 iktibar dan pengajaran.

Mak pandang jenazah abang yang terbaring kaku. Walaupun muka sembap, perut membusung, namun mak nampak ketenangan pada wajah abang.Mak ambil pisau. Mak potong baju-T yang tersarung pada tubuh abang, baju terkahir yang abang pakai, Mak terpaksa potong kerana kerana baju itu tidak muat untuk melalui perut abang yang 'buncit'. Tapi, mak akan simpan baju itu. Mak tak cuci, sesekali boleh mak cium baju itu, sekadar pengubat rindu di hati. Kemudian abah kendong tubuh abang ke pangkin yang telah disediakan. Lalu abah dan mak mendikan jenazah abang. Hanya kami berdua. Mak tak mahu orang lain. Biar tangan abah dan mak yang menjiruskanair buat kali terakhir pada tubuh kecil abang. Mak nampak anak mata abah, berkaca-kaca, setitis dua air matanya tumpah, mengalir di pipi, tapi cepat-cepat abah sapu dengan lengan sasanya. "Bang, jangan menangis. Kita selesaikan hingga ke titisan terkahir," begitulah kata mak pada abah. Setelah abang dimandikan, mak bantu abah kapankan jenazah abang. Pun hanya kami berdua juga. biar tangan kami saja yang memakai dan membalutkan kain terakhir pada tubuh abang. "Kakak, jangan menangis. tak baik buat abang macam tu!" Itu pesan mak semasa kakak-kakak mahu mengucup dahi abang buat kali terakhir. Abah pula selepas mengucup dahi abang, cepat-cepat abah menjauh memalingkan muka. Mak nampak air mata abah berjuntaian membasahi pipi. Dan buat kali terakhir itu juga, mak usap dahi abang. Mak senyum, lantas kucup dahi abang. Mak bisikkan: "Abang tunggu mak di syurga ya!" Akhirnya, wajah abang 'ditutup'. Kami sembahyangkan abang buat kali terakhir. Ramai betul jemaah yang turut serta. Setelah itu, kami bawa abang ke tanah perkuburan. Abah masuk ke dalam liang lahad untuk menyambut jenazah abang. Alhamdulillah, semua kerja dipermudahkan. Abang sudah selamat di sana. Bertubi-tubi mak terima ucapan takziah daripada tetamu yang datang. Abang nak tahu, ada satu soalan yang mereka tanyakan pada mak. Soalan itu asyik terngiang-ngiang di telinga mak. Tanya mereka: "Kakak uruskan jenazah anak kandung sendiri, tapi setitis air mata tak jatuh ke pipi? Kenapa kakak tidak menangis?" Itulah soalan mereka. Mereka hairan kenapa mak tidak menangis, sebaliknya bibir mak tidak lekang dengan senyuman. Kenapa mak masih mampu tersenyum di saat memangku sekujur tubuh yang pernah berada dalam rahim mak dulu?

Petang itu, mak duduk di satu sudut di ruang tamu rumah. Mak terfikir tentang soalan mereka itu. Mak tak tahu nak jawab macam mana. Kemudian, mak nampak sebuah diari di atas para di sudut ruang tamu. Lantas mak capai diari kecil itu. Di dalamnya tercatat peristiwa yang berlaku sepanjang empat tahun dua bulan mak membesarkan abang. Mak selak helaian demi helaian paparan kertas dalam diari yang sedikit using itu. Aduh! Banyak sungguh memori yang tercatat di dalamnya. Membacanya bagaikan meruntun jiwa mak kembali mengenangkan perjalanan derita abang sejak lahir hingga menghembuskan nafas terakhir. Mata mak terpaku pada catatan peristiwa lebih kurang tiga bulan sebelum abang pergi. Mak rasa, di sinilah terkandung jawapan yang mak cari-cari. Jawapan untuk soalan yang mereka tanya kenapa mak tidak menangis? Mak akan bacakan sedikit rentetan diari ini supaya mereka tahu kenapa mak tidak menangis, sayang.

Januari 2011- Perut abang semakin membusung kerana hati membengkak. Kata doktor, semua organ dalaman abang sudah rosak,sudah 'reput'. Tak boleh diselamatkan lagi. Tidak mengapa. Hati mak berkata, cukuplah! Tidak akan ada lagi pembedahan untuk abang.

26 Februari 2011- Hari ini ulang tahun ke-4 abang. Dua hari sebelum itu, mak tanya, abang nak kek apa? Abang jawab, nak kek lori sampah! Hah Hah.. Tergelak mak.Abang suka sangat melihat lori sampah yang lalu setiap pagi depan rumah. Sebab itu abang nak kek bentuk lori sampah, Puas mak dan abah melilau sekitar Kuala Lumpur, tapi tak jumpa kek macam tu. Tak ada yang sanggup buat kek macam yang abang minta. Mak kecewa! Selama ini, mak tunaikan apa saja permintaan abang, tapi kali ini mak gagal. Mak belikan kek coklat strawberi sebagai pengganti. Dengan perut membusung, dada berombak kerana sukar bernafas, abang masih tersenyum dan nampak ceria melayan rakan-rakan yang datang, sama-sama menyanyikan lagu hari jadi abang. Dan ketika itu, hati mak sudah terdetik, mungkin ini hari jadi abang yang terakhir.

7 Mac 2011- Keadaan abang makin kritikal. Perut abang semakin besar. Abang tak mampu nak bergerak, lebih banyak terbaring dan asyik sesak nafas. Mak tak tahan lihat keadaan abang. Mak bawa abang ke IJN, rumah 'kedua' abang sepanjang tempoh hayat abang. Kata doktor, tiada apa yang boleh dilakukan lagi. Abang hanya menanti waktu. mak angguk perlahan. Mak redha. Dalam hati mak juga sudah berkata, masa abang tidak lama lagi. Para ibu di wad tersebut asyik bertanya pada mak, macam mana dengan abang? Mak jawab: "InsyaAllah, abang akan sihat!" Mak terpaksa cakap begitu pada mereka, sebab mak tak mahumereka semua lemah semangat jika mereka tahu abang sudah tiada harapan lagi. Mereka pun sama, masing-masing bertarung dengan ujian apabila anak yang dikasihi ditimpa penyakit. jadi biarlah jawapan yang mak beri itu kedengaran manis pada telinga mereka. Pahitnya, biarlah mak sendiri telan.

13 Mac 2011- Hari Ahad. Mak pinta kebenaran doktor untuk bawa abang pulang kerumah . Doktor izinkan. Biarlah abang habiskan waktu-waktu terakhir bersama keluarga. Dan di saat-saat akhir ini, mak mahu tunaikan apa saja permintaan abang. Di rumah, setiap hari mak akan tanya: "Abang nak apa harini?" Mak masih ingat pada suatu pagi, abang menjawab: "Mak, abang nak naik kereta bomba!" Mak termenung dengar permintaan abang. Bila abah pulang ke rumah, terus mak ajak abah keluar. Abah tanya pergi mana? Mak jawab: "Balai bomba!" Sampai di situ, mak minta izin pegawai bomba. Mak kata, abang teringin nak merasa naik ke dalam trak bomba. Pegawai itu garu-garu kepala, kemudiannya menggeleng-gelengkan kepala. Belum sempat pegawai bomba itu menjawab, lantas mak tarik baju abang ke paras dada. Separuh berbisik, mak beritahu pegawai itu: "Encik, ini anak bongsu saya dan hanya menanti masa untuk 'pergi'! Benarkan saya tunaikan impian terakhirnya ini!" Bila lihat perut abang yang buncit dan dada dipenuhi kesan parut dan jahitan, pegawai itu tak tunggu lama. Terus diacapainya kunci, dibuka pintu salah satu trak bomba itu. Dia dukung abang, letakkan ke atas tempat duduk bahagian pemandu. Abang Nampak gembiru sangat biarpun cuma 15 minit abang di dalam trak itu. Abang tak perasan, mak palingkan muka lima saat. Sekadar mahu mengelap titisan air mata yang mula bertakung. Hari lain, mak tanya lagi: "Abang nak apa?" Abang jawab: "Abang nak naik lori sampah!" Mak dukung abang, tunggu depan rumah. Bila lori sampah lalu pagi itu menjalankan rutinnya mengutip sampah, Mak tahan lori itu. "Encik, anak saya teringin naik lori ni. Boleh izinkan sebentar?" Pekerja itu tertawa mendengar kata-kata mak. Kemudian, mak angkat baju abang dan beritahu perkara sama. Berubah mimik wajah mereka. Segera mereka angkat abang, letakkan di tempat duduk pemandu. Ada antara pekerja itu yang memalingkan muka, tak sangup lihat abang lama-lama. Sedih agaknya. Begitulah seterusnya. Setiap hari, mak akan tanya pertanyaan yang sama. Abang kalau nak tengok gajah, mak bawa abang pergi zoo. Walaupun abang tak larat jalan, tak apa. Mak dan abah tidak kisah, kami silih berganti dukung abang. Abang kata nak tengok burung, mak bawa ke taman burung. Abang kata nak main permainan robot, mak bawa ke kompleks beli-belah yang ada permainan seperti itu. Ke mana saja abang nak peri,semuanya mak tunaikan! Setiap hari juga mak tanya abang nak makan apa. Macam-macam abang teringin nak makan. Martabak, nasi paprik, milo ais, cendol, air tebu, air bandung, rojak dan macam-macam lagi, semuanya mak tunaikanwalaupun makanan itu abang pinta pada pukul 3.00 pagi! Apa saja yang teringin oleh tekak abang, semua mak cari walaupun abang sekadar menjamahnya sesudu dua. Apa saja abang pinta, kami tunaikan. Mak tahu, mak faham, masa abang bersama mak dan abah semakin suntuk!

27 Mac 2011- Abang semakin kritikal! Nak bercakap pun terlalu lemah, apatah lagi untuk bergerak. Mata kuyu, hanya terbaringsambil memeluk Aina, anak patung kesayangan abang. Mak ajak abah bawa abang ke hospital. "Kali ini kita bawa abang ke IJN, tapi kita mungkin akan keluar dengan tubuh abang yang sudah tidak bernafas!" Itu kata-kata mak pada abah sebelum bertolak ke IJN. Mak mahu abah bersedia dan redha jika apa-apa berlaku. Sampai di IJN, abang terus ditempatkan di wad khas untuk pesakit kritikal.

5 April 2011- Mak telefon sekolah asrama kakak yang sulung di Seremban. Mak minta pelepasan daripada cikgu untuk benarkan kakak pulang. "Adik tenat. Saya mahu kakak-kakaknya berada di sampingnya pada saat terakhir!" Itu kata-kata mak pada cikgu dan akak diizinkan pulang pada hari ini. Kemudian, Dr. Adura. , doktor yang sinonim merawat abang datang melawat. Mak memang rajin bercerita dengan Dr. Adura. Kebetulan mak ceritakan yang mak terkilantak dapat tunaikan permintaan abang mahukan kek berbentuk lori sampah.

7 April 2011- Pagi ini Dr. Adura datang melawat abang. Kemudian Dr. Adura beritahu ada surprise untuk abang tengah hari ini. Rupa-rupanya, tengah hari itu datang tetamu yang juga rakan-rakan alam maya Dr. Adura membawa kek lori yang abang mahukan sebelum ini. Ada dua kek mereka bawa. Mak tak sanka, Dr Adura tulis di dalam blognya kisah abang dan ramai yang mahu menyediakan kek yang abang pinta. Sekali lagi, para tetamu bersama jururawat dan doktor menyanyikan lagu selamat ulang tahun untuk abang. Tapi abang kurang ceria, wajah abang tampak letih dan nafas abang turun naik.

8 April 2011- Tengah hari ini, masih ada lagi tetamu datang membawa kek berbentuk lori warna pink untuk abang. Tapi abang sekadar lemah. Abang sekadar terbaringmerenung kek itu. Malam itu, semasa jururawat mengambil tekanan darah abang, bacaanya meningkat naik. Tapi hati mak dapat rasakan abang sekadar mahu meredakan keresahan hati mak. Malam itu, hanya mak berdua dengan abang di dalam bilik. Mak pandang sayu wajah abang yang semakin lesu dan pucat. Mak duduk di sebelah abang, mak peluk dan usap rambut abang. Mak menangis teresak-esak bagai anak kecil. Dalam tangis itu, mak katakan pada abang: "Mak tahu abang nak senangkan hati mak. Abang tak perlu buat macam tu. Mak tahu abang nak pergi. "Jangan tahan-tahan abang. Pergilah. Mak sudah sedia. Mak redha segalanya. Mak puas dapat sempurnakan apa saja hajat yang abang pinta. Mak juga bangga kerana Allah hadirkan abang dalam hidup mak walaupun seketika! " Abang hanya diam, memandang mak dengan pandangan lesu. Dan ketika itu mak menangis sepuas-puasnya. Dan mak berjanji tidak akan menangis lagi selepas itu! Ya, mak tidak akan menangis lagi biarpun abang sudah tiada lagi di dunia Abang pada tahun 2007.

9 April 2011- Pagi itu mak pesan pada abah agar bawa semua anak-anak datang ke hospital. Masa abang dah dekat sangat. Mak lihat abang dah kritikal. Wajah abang sudah tampak biru, lebam! Dada berombak, tercungap-cungap menarik nafas. Abang dah tak mampu bercakap lagi sejak malam tadi. Makan minum pun tak mahu. Pakul 8.00 pagi, abah dan kakak sampai. Mak suruh kak long bacakan Yaasin di sebelah abang. Mak suruh abah baca juga, tapi bacaan abah tersekat-sekat kerana cuba menahan tangisnya. Pukul 3.00 petang, abang makin lesu. Lantas mak ajak abang keluar berjalan-jalan. "Abang, nak tengok matahari tak? Jom kita turun kantin minum sambil tengok matahari!" Abang hanya mengangguk lemah. Mak dukung abang dan kita satu keluarga turun ke kantin. Abang mahu minum air coklat. Tapi abang hanya minum seteguk. Kemudian, abang lentukkan kepala pada bahu mak. "Abang, tu tengok kat luar tu? nampak taj sinar matahari tu? Cantikkan?" Mak tunjuk pada abang sinar matahari yang kelihatan di celah-celah rintik hujan yang turun waktu itu. Abang angkat kepala melihat ke arah matahari itu. kemudian, abang menguap. "Abang ngantuk!" Itu kata abang dan kemudian abang terlentuk semula pada bahu mak. Tiba-tiba jantung mak berdegup kencang. "Bang, jom naik. Abang nak 'tidur'! Mak terus ajak abah dan kakak naik semula ke wad walaupun mereka belum sempat jamah makanan di atas meja." Mak tahu, masa abang sudah hampir tiba! Sampai di wad, mak baringkan abang atas katil. Dan abang terus merintih dalam nada yang lemah: "Makkk..sakit perut..!" Dan abang terus memanggil: "Makkkkk!". Suara abang perlahan dan amat sayu bunyinya. Lantas mak letak tapak tangan mak atas dahi abang. "Abang, hari ini, waktu ini, mak redhakan abang pergi. Mak halalkan segala makan minum abang. Mak halalkan air susu mak untuk abang. Pergilah abang. Mak izinkan abang pergi!" Mak ucapkan kata-kata itu sambil merenung jauh ke dalammata abang yang semakin kuyu. Saat abang sedang nazak itu, mak panggil kakak-kakak agar mengucup abang selagi abang masih bernafas. Mereka kucup pipi abang bertalu-talu dan mula meraung dan menangis. "Kakak! kalau kamu semua nak menangis, keluar dari bilik ini. Mak tak mahu abang dengar kamu menangis! Jangan seksa abang dengan tangisan kamu!" Mak marah mereka buat begitu pada abang. Mak tak mahu abang lihat kami menangisi pemergian abang. Mak tahu, abang akan jadi lebih sedih dan berat hati untuk pergi bila melihat kami menangis di saat akhir sakaratulmaut menjemput abang. Mak tak mahu tambahkan lagi kesedihan abang untuk meninggalkan kami. Abah pula hanya berdiri di penjuru bilik, meraup wajah menahan suara tangisannya. Jururawat yang ada dalam bilik juga menangis, mak suruh jururawat keluar dan tutup tirai bilik itu. Mak tak mahu orang luar lihat. Mak tak mahu ada orang menangis di saat abang akan pergi. Setitis dua mengalir juga air mata mak. Tapi mak masih mampu tersenyum. "Pergilah abang. Mak izinkan. Mak izinkan.. pergilah..!" Dan perlahan-lahan mata abang yang layu tertutup rapat, genggaman tangan abang pada jari mak semakin lemah dan akhirnya terlepas... Pukul 3.50 petang, akhirnya abang meninggalkan dunia fana ini. Innalillah... Mak kucup dahi abang. Mak bisikkan di telinga abang: "Tenanglah abang di sana. Suatu hari nanti, mak juga pasti akan turuti jejak abang. Abang... tunggu mak di sana ya! Di syurga!" Abang, sekarang mak dah dapat jawapanyya. Mengapa mak tidak menangis? Pertama, abang telah di takdirkan menjadi ahli syurga yang akan membantu mak di sana nanti. Kedua, apa saja keinginan abang semasa hayat abang telah mak tunaikan. Tiada lagi rasa terkilan di hati mak. Ketiga, segala hutang sebagai seorang ibu telah mak langsaikan semasa hayat abang. Mak telah sunatkan dan buat akikah untuk abang. Keempat, mak telah menjalankan tanggungjawab sepenuhnya, sentiasa berada di sisi abang dan menggembirakan abang setiap saat dan waktu. Kelima, mak rasa istimewa dipilih Allah untuk mendapat anak seperti abang. Mak jadi 'kaya' dengan kehadiran abang. Kaya kesabaran, kaya tawadhuk, kaya keredhaan , kaya keimanan, kaya kawan, kaya ilmu, dan kaya pengetahuan.Mak telah beri segalan-galanya melebihi 100% untuk abang. Mak telah beri yang terbaik dan mak telah berusaha hingga ke garisan penamat. Sebab itu mak tak perlu menangis lagi. Abang.. biarpun kini hidup mak dan abah terasa sunyi dan kosong tanpa abang tapi... mak akan sentiasa tersenyum mengenangkan saat-saat terindah kehadiran abang dalam hidup kami biarpun cuma sebentar.

Abang dalam kisah ini adalah adik Iqbal Fahreen Hamdan, anak bongsu daripada lima beradik. Abang masuk hospital seawal usia dua minggu akibat menghidapi lima jenis kompilasi jantung termasuklah kekurangan injap, jantung berlubang dan saluran sempit. Abang telah menjalani pelbagai siri pembedahan seawal usia dua bulan dan ada antara pembedahan seawal usai dua bulan dan ada antara pembedahannya gagal, malah abang pernah disahkan 'mati' apabila jantungnya berhenti berdenyut. Walaupun pada awalnya doktor mengjangkakan hayat abang tidka lama selepas lahir ke dunia, namun ternyata anak kecil ini mampu bertahan sehingga usia empat tahun untuk meninggalkan kenangan terindah dalam hidup Jamilah (ibu) dan Hamdan (bapa)

Inspiring ♥

2011-08-15T17:17:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

Subahanallah, 20 mins that taught me so much. My tears dropped while watching this. Thanks a lot kak Wardina , you're such an inspiration :') You'll never know how much you've helped and guided me in changing to the better. May ALLAH grant us hidayah and never take them back. insyaAllah ♥

Lovely ♥

2011-08-14T19:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people! :)

magawd, you guys must watch this. sumpaaaah sweet gila! Awwwwwwh, envy sangat. She's so lucky. I wish they will last forever even though i didn't know them :) siapa tak nak weh kalau boyfriend buat suprise macam tu? habaq mai sikit. Dah macam drama korea kot. hehe.

Looking at those who have already met their significant one, it had be a lie if I were to tell you that I never feel lonely or wish to have one. I never like people to say this to me, "Ala nanti jumpa lah tu." It's easy to say that when you've already found yours. okay jangan nak emo sangat Amalina. like ibu said - "Allah save the best for Along. " InsyaAllah :)

next sem, here i come!

2011-08-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

okay tajuk gila semangat. HAHA. Kita dah selamat pre-reg untuk next sem punya subject. Alhamdulillah, subjek yang before ni tak dapat add, dah dapat add dah. Yeayyer! so tak payah susah-susah nak pergi add manual. tapi sedih lah sebab tak dapat section yang kita nak. sobs. takpelah, maybe ada hikmah kan? kita sendiri kena work hard bukan bergantung kat lecturer je. kalau lecturer best kita belajar sambil lewa, sama jugak kan? next sem, sumpaaah class dari pagi sampai petang. tulah dulu mengada drop bm & unggs kan sekarang dah menyesal. walaupun ade sebulan lebih je before nak masuk Gombak balik tapi sumpaaah aura scary untuk criminal tu dah rasa. hopefully everything will be fine :)

p/s: You're back in Malaysia and you didn't tell me about that? okay sentap setahun. kita dah give up nak ambil tau pasal awak. let put it this way, you ignore me, and I will ignore you. If you don't start the conversation, we won't talk. If you don't put in the effort, why should I? I'm not going to talk to you for awhile. I need you to appreciate having me in your life.

holidaaaay!

2011-08-12T11:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

It has been quite some time since I last updated. I miss blogging. I just hate it when my idea get lost and stuck the minute I opened the laptop to write. this loooooooong holiday's making me lazier than usual and very very unproductive. *sigh*. and hell yeah, im getting fatter and fatter each day. dammit! i will be the fattest girl in UIA. erghh. im so gonna start my diet once the class started. sumpah kena buat betul-betul kali ni. Suddenly i miss UIA. okay sangat random amalina ooi. i miss going to classes. i miss the feeling when i can whine about being so lazy and not wanting to go to class. okay sekarang memang kau cakap macam tu Amalina ooi, nanti dah masuk class jangan kau gedik nak cuti pulak. memang nak kena tampo lah kan.

my friends keep asking me why im not working on this long holiday, "like tak bosan ke duduk rumah lama-lama? or kau tak nak kumpul duit ke, boleh beli BB Bold or Iphone seketul." pasal bosan tu, trust me i never felt bored when im home. I really enjoyed my self. sumpah gembira gila duduk rumah tak boleh gambarkan dengan kata-kata. ecewahh. of course i want that bloody smart phone and i want money. who doesn't right? Its just I WANT MONEY NOT A JOB. pfft. idk, i didnt have the desire to work cause i know my mom would not allowed me to work pun. so yeah every holiday i'm like a stay home mom. i have to clean the house, do the laundry, cooks and etc. nvmd, at least, i can help my mom and make her happy. kan bu kan? :) bak kata uwan, anak dara kena pandai buat kerja rumah. no worries wan, along can do it, small matter je tu. cucu wan dah boleh kawin dah, cuma sekarang takde orang nak je. *okay jangan nak gatal sangat, nak kena kejar dengan ibu? :P *

oh btw, HAPPY RAMADHAN everyone :) sorry fer the late wish. hopefully we can be a better muslim. InsyaAllah.

Bisfins :)

2011-06-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people!

Im such a happy girl! Wanna know why? Finally I meet my best friends. It’s had been a long time that we doesn’t see each other, about 3 to 4 months. Im not sure. Since everyone were so busy with their own stuff. Faris with his vacation and NSTP seminar, Aiman with his part time job and me are the only one yang tak busy except when KPOP comes to Malaysia. LOL. So yeah today is the day that everyone were free. YEAYYER!

So as usual, faris mesti tak menepati janji. Konon pukul 10 kan? Alih alih pukul 12 baru muncul. Nvmd, we already get used to it. HAHA. Aiman are waiting for us and he keep nagging cause we’re late. Sorry dude. You know we love you  then we’re heading to Midvalley. Idk why these two people, wanna go there. Im not into Midvalley. Boleh tak macam tu? Haha. Since it is so big and there are so many people. Sumpaaah pening kepala. So cadang nak tengok X-MEN, unfortunately bila tengok barisan panjang menjela sampai berpusing dekat benda bulat tu ktorg macam WOAAAAH! Lupa pulak hari ni hari rabu and cuti sekolah. So confirm lah budak budak sekolah yang cuti ambil peluang nak tengok wayang hari ni kan? Haihh. Tapi ktorg beratur je lah. Bila sampai kat depan the tics were sold out, and yang ada pun 2 kerusi je. WTF? Ktorg 3 orang kot. Duuh. Last-last tengok Fast n Furious. Even macam terlambat je nak tengok cerita tu kan, tapi tengok je lah. Sebab si faris dengan aiman nak jugak tengok wayang.

Since the movie will start on 6.45 pm, so we decided to go to Bangsar Village. We found such a beautiful and nyummy place name ‘CANOODLING’. So we decided to have our lunch here. We ordered Bakso, Pad Thai, Yee Mee with duck & Red Curry duck and 3 Honey Lemon. It is awesome wehh. The place was really cool, and you can even doodling on the table. They got really nice presentation and the foods were SUPERB & CHEAP! You should go there and have a taste. You won’t regret. Trust me! :P Since we’re so kecoh, everyone were staring at us. Please be understand people, it had been a long time that we didn’t see each other and we just wanna have fun. Or maybe you guys are jealous cause you can’t laugh and happy like we did? LOL. So whatever.

Then for our dessert, we go to “Marmalade”. Faris and I, ordered Red Velvet Cake, while Aiman ordered brownies chocolate with ice cream and not to forget 3 ice lemon tea. The cake were so NYUMMY! The cheese is well balance with the red velvet cake and the colour is also tempting. *okay, I want that cake now. Kan dah teringin dah. Haihh* and the price is worth it. If you got the chance, go and try it! So after eating a lots of nyummy food we’re heading back to Midvalley since our movie will start. Then after the movies end, we go back since tomorrow Faris will have the NSTP seminar and Aiman will be on the morning shift. But im so happy cause I can meet you guys.

I had so much fun with you guys! it is such a wonderful day. And I want you guys know that you guys really means a lot to me. Thanks fer being besides me and always be there when I need you guys. NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOUR PLACE! *take note yea Faris, LOL* And I hope our friendship will get stronger each and every day. Love you bisfins. Thank You Allah for the great friends that you give to me. im so thankful. Alhamdulillah.

Happy Father's Day

2011-06-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people! :)

the power of the father, that what they say. i mean mothers are always known for their alertness of almost anything, but seriously father are the master of certain things. they sometimes pretend not know but actually they know. and they're the people that can actually boost ourselves in time of need, even though we didn't see it coming. kan kan?

En. Zulkarnain Zakaria is a incredible character and have been supporting me through ups and downs in life. We may not see eye to eye in certain subjects, but that is what he is here for, to guide me along the journey of life. He has been through tough times in life, but he always manage to get back up on his feet, dust himself off and start walking again . he portray that staying calm in any distressing situations and trying to understand the root cause has shown clear roads to success. I have learned a lot from him. He always strived hard and has consistently stayed determined in everything he does. Being very good examples, I learned to always give my best shot in everything that I do. and i always be your little girl eventhough physically im not. LOL. love you AYAH :)

“A Daughter is a Little Girl who grows up to be a Friend” - ANON

im officially myKissMe

2011-06-15T06:31:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people! 

OMAIGOD! OMAIGOD! OMAIGOD! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I TOUCH KISEOP MUSCLE & KEVIN HANDS AND GIVING FLYING KISS TO ELI? No, you’re not kan? And that is what I do. I don’t know where the guts comes from. This is so not myself. Like seriously. Im getting crazy here! HAHAHA.

Fyi, im waiting for them (U-KISS) at the arrival hall- KLIA together with my bisfin which is Rain, and Didi comes after that. Tak tunggu lama pun cause we already get the info that they will arrived at 4.40 pm, tapi dorg keluar pukul 5.00pm since dorang bagi jemaah umrah yang balik keluar dulu. Then when they’re out, WE’RE SCREAMING LIKE CRAZY, like we’re in different world with the others. I can see ELI, KEVIN, KISEOP, SOOHYUN, AJ, HOON & DONGHO CLEARLY and they’re so fuckin friendly, told yaa. Lambai-lambai semua, cakap hi bagai and dorang senyum memang tak boleh nak comel lagi kan? *faint* dorang dekat sangat dengan I and dorg punya bodyguard tu macam lemah sikit. Sorry lah pak cik ktorg buat you guys kena kerja kuat sikit. LOL :P

okay okay dengar sini, I nak cerita macam mana I boleh pegang KISEOP & KEVIN. Camni tau, Kevin lalu betul betul depan I and I cakap “Hi, welcome to Malaysia blah blah blah” *I tak ingat ape yang I cakap tapi lebih kurang mcm tu lah.* then dia pandang cakap “Hi” sambil angkat tangan then I terus sep tangan dia. Okay memang gila pathethic aku buat macam tu tapi that is the nearest distance that I ever had with the KPOP artist wehh korang kena faham tu. *okay tipu, dulu SUJU pun dekat mcm tu jugak tapi sebab bodyguard kali ni macam lembik sikit tu yang aku berani kot.* And Kevin was like, oh okay and SMILING! HE IS SMILING WEHH. *melting* Memang tak comel pulak kan? Then tiba-tiba bodyguard dari arah mana ntah datang then tolak ktorg. Tapi I tak kisah pun sebab I dah gembira dah dapat feedback yang bagus dari Kevin. LOL. Then Kiseop pulak. Dia jalan paling last sekali and takde bodyguard pun protect dia. Gila kesian kot. And I was walking behind him and I said “kiseop, kiseop welcome to Malaysia” sambil tu tangan gatal pegang dia punya muscle kat tangan, then dia senyum je wehh. YA ALLAH tolong faham perasaan I masa tu, memang tak cair pulak kan tengok dia senyum. Okay sebenarnya, I pun terkejut dengan ape yang I buat sebab I tak pernah buat macam tu. Even dulu SUPER JUNIOR jalan dekat pun I tak pegang dorang sebab I macam terkesima gila and now I buat mcm tu. I don’t know where the guts come. Phewww. I malu tau sebenarnya tapi bila dah Kpop memang jadi gila lah kan. I dont know why. Maybe U-Kiss macam dekat sangat and my friend Wilna pernah cakap ambil je peluang yang ada. So that is what I do. Memang ambil peluang betul lah kan. Wakakaka :D

so masa dorg dah masuk van, I macam cool down lah kan. And van tu memang saja je nak bagi ktorg peluang, memang lambat gila dia gerak. Depan I memang takde orang, and ntah macam mana I boleh buat flying kiss kat ELI and dia balas immediately wehh. IM THE ONLY ONE YG BUAT FLYING KISS AND DIA BALAS FLYING KISS I WEHH! CAN YOU UNDERSTAND MY FEELING? He’s my ultimate biased in U-KISS and DIA BALAS FLYING KISS I? UNBELIEVABLE! Ya ALLAH, Sumpaaaah heaven. Memang tak menjerit pulak aku kat KLIA tu kan. Kalau mak mertua tengok sah sah kene reject. Semua orang pun pandang I bila Eli buat macam tu. Sorry girls!  im such a lucky girl. First time kot rasa lucky! HAHAHA. Then lepas tu dorang bertolak, me, rain and didi spazzing and screaming like crazy. And people were smiling at us. Sorry, we always be liddat when we see KPOP artist. YEAYYER! IM SO HAAAAAAAAAPPPPPY! Thanks U-kiss fer being friendly with your fans. Now, im officially KissMe. WOHOO!

Hari Belia 2011 & SUJU-M

2011-06-01T03:38:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people! 

Wohooo! Im so freakin happy man. Wanna know why? It is all because of SUJU-M! I can meet my hyukjae seobang thereeee. YEAYYER! Okay lynn stop all these nonsense please. He’s not your seobang pun. Berangan sangat kan. HAHA. Okay for those yang tak tau seobang tu apa, it is Korean word which means Husband. LOL.

Im going to HARI BELIA. This is all because of SUPER JUNIOR! Thanks to MSN for bringing them. And for those yang tak dapat pergi masa konsert tu , it is the right time to see them LIVE! Wohoo. Memang lah I dah pernah pergi konsert dorg masa SS3 haritu tapi tak puas, cause they’re too awesome. Dance and singing in the same time, 3 HOURS non stop. Who can do that? AWESOME KAN? *okay, dah terikut dengan cara Baki, asyik dok awesome awesome je. Hahaha* and I miss them. So I wanna see their performance again and ITS FREE. YA, its FREAKIN FREE man! Masa konsert I bayar RM300++ to see them perform live, and now its free. Can you believe that? Wohoo.

They’re so many things happen during that day. The good and the bad things. I mean thanks to KPOP cause of that I can make new friends and my kpop friends were increase from day to day. Cause we meet, everytime when the concert or event were held. And masa haritu I kenal dengan Intan and her sis, Didi, Mira & Jimmy. *rain & wilna jangan nak drooling sangat lah bila aku tulis nama jimmy ni kan. Hahaha* Memang tak kecoh pulak kan sementara nak tunggu SUJU perform. Ktorg sampai sana around 10 a.m, pastu macam batak gila tengok sekeliling sebab banyak gila booth. Tak tau pun nak pergi arah mana. Yang pasti ktorg kena cari main stage dulu sebab kat situlah SUJU nak perform nanti. So yeah ikut kata hati je, and ktorg jumpa cheer comp punya booth. We see all the CBNers. Rain and me were too excited sebab dah lama tak tengok cheer. Tiba2 masa tu nak rindu sekolah pulak kan. Sumpaaaah teringat kenangan lalu. Ecewaah ayat kau amalina ooi. Wai, Ija and Zayer macam gila tak sabar nak cari stage sebab takut dah ramai orang tapi rain and I were too relaxed cause we wanna see CBN perform. Semangat kan? LOL. We wait till cbn perform and we shout like crazy. And the mc’s, the dj and the people around were staring at us cause we macam gila semangat menjerit CBN n Xavier. Amalina bila dah dapat jerit memang haruslah orang pandang. And lagi satu sebab CBN kan Girls school suddenly Zayer jerit “GO CBN, GO XAVIER” dengan muka semangat lagi, memang lah dorg tak pandang pulak kan. Its so funny man. HAHAHA. Then lepas tu terus heading to the main stage. Cari tempat dulu and yang bestnya sebab ada khemah. So takdelah panas sangat. Masa sampai situ, orang dah ramai gilaa dah. ELF (EverLasting Friends) – stand for the fandom of SUJU, dorg memang semangat. You can see at any Kpop Concert the fans will come early as they could to get the best seat even the concert only will be start at 8.00 pm. Kadang kadang ada jugak yang tidur kat sana. See, how crazy we are. Tapi I tak pernah lagi khemah dekat pintu gate stadium kan. Maybe one day, who knows? :P

So dah lepak lepak, spazzing semua. Then masa tulah kenal dengan Intan. Pastu jumpa Wilna, and dia bawak 2 kawan which is Didi & Mira. Yang I perasan lah kan, ktorg boleh klik to any kpop fans, maybe sebab we share the same interest kan. Tak tau lah. Tapi semua memang gila-gila punya orang. Parody masing masing pun tak boleh nak hebat lagi kan. HAHA. I mengantuk sangat sebab semalamnya I tak tidur langsung. It is so me, I cant sleep when I get too excited. Padan lah muka kan. Pastu jumpa Bied & Mira dolce. Dorang jadi volunteer untuk Hari Belia. Sumpah rindu kat mak cik dua orang ni. Gossip jap then dorg kene blah, sebab ade kerja yang dorg kena buat. Around 5 pm SUJU sampai and buat sound check semua. Tapi tak nampak pun dorg since, semua orang pun dah menggila kan. Dorg duduk balik tabir je and manager dorang yang amik gambar pentas semua. Sumpah dorg hebat tengok gambar je dah boleh bayangkan mana dorg nak muncul, berlari semua. Yang tak bestnya, mula mula kan ktorg duduk kat atas kerusi bawah khemah kan, then suddenly dorg suruh ktorg bangun sebab kerusi tu untuk media lah, menteri and etc. ktorg macam, apehal tak bgtau awal2 kan? Sebab ktorg dah selesa gila kot duduk situ. Haihh. Pastu ntah macam mana ktorg terpisah. Intan & Mira kat belakang. Wilna, Rain, Jimmy & Didi kat depan pentas. Tak tau camne dorg boleh sesat situ. Zayer, Wai, Ija & I at the other side of stage. And the bad things start. This is the worst and the bad nightmare that I ever had. SCAAAAAARYYY GILA! If I can turn back time, I would rather sit at the back dari kena duduk depan orang yang scary. Blerghh. Then lepas perasmian tu, terus berlari duduk dekat kerusi sebab semua orang dah bangun. We managed to get the front seat. YEAYYER! So copkan tempat untuk budak2 lain, and rasa nak pengsan semua, sebab I tak makan pun. Just minum air, tapi sebab SUJU sumpah kena kuat. Ecewaaah. So jumpa balik budak budak tu and ktorg start spazzing balik. HAHAHA.

Around 10pm baru SUJU muncul. OHEMMMJEEE! I CAN SEE THEM CLEARLY! Sebab ktorg semua berdiri atas kerusi. HAHAHA. Sumpaaah lagi dekat dari SS3 haritu. GEMBIRAAAAAA SANGAT, tolonglah faham. I can see Hyukjae seobang perform. Wohoo. He’s so cute and hot like usual. Tapi tak bestnya sebab 2 of the members were not coming cause they’re too busy filming drama which is Donghae n Siwon. Nvmd, seobang were there!  Im so heartbroken when there are 5 people who are lucky to be on stage with SUJU. And they can hug them too. Ouch! Sumpah sedih. I selalu tak lucky tau. *sigh* if im not mistaken they sing 8 songs. 8 lagu bai, dah lah free kot. TUNGGU DORG DARI PAGI AND IT IS ALL WORTH IT! Berbaloi gilaaaa. Im such a happy girl. Wiee. So lepas dorg perform je terus balik sebab dah lambat sangat. And masa tu baru rasa penat, lapar n mengantuk. Kalau tengok KPOP hidup je. HAHA. Thanks to my bisfins, cause she always make sure that I reached home safely. love you bisfins :)

p/s: the other pictures i will upload at my tumblr! :)

im back!

2011-05-25T09:07:00.002-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people! :)

i miss blogging so much, but unfortunately my internet connection sucks. annoying gila wehh. *sigh*. now, cuti panjang gila. semua orang pun kerja. tapi my mom tak kasi kerja and i pun macam tak nak kerja jugak since sekarang je masa nak rehat puas puas. nanti dah start belajar balik mesti tak sabar nak cuti. so baik cuti puas-puas kan? and YEAYYER! my baby girl is back from Indonesia for the student exchange. welcome back! can't wait to see you fad, nak tuntut ole-ole. LOL.

oh btw, i had deactivate my fb account. fb dah bosan gila and sekarang semua sedara pun dah ada fb and everyone pun add each other. so yeah lagi senang dorang nak gosip whtvr bila dah balik kampung nanti kan. okay amalina tak baik buruk sangka. and kadang-kadang i rasa memang nak lari dari orang pun. so yeah deactivate fb tu adelah cara yang terbaik. ecechh, macam ramai je orang nak contact kau kan amalina ooi. haha.

okay gtg people!

p/s: cant wait to see SUJU M this saturday :)

2AM in Malaysia

2011-05-25T09:07:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello :)

Im so mad with fafa, cause she doesn’t tell me that she’ll go to 2AM showcase. How come you? Pfft. At first, Rain and I were a bit hesitate whether we should go or not and we decide not to go. Tapi bila tau fafa pergi, I pun nak pergi jugak. So dah semangat nak beli tiket unfortunately all the tickets were sold out. Boo hoo :( so I ask rain if she’s free and ajak dia pergi Wisma Bentley sebab 2AM buat fan meeting kat situ. So konon-konon nak tinjau lah kan keadaan kat situ, manalah tau nasib baik kan dapat lah tengok 2AM, even jauh pun takpelah. Gila pasrah ayat aku. Haha. So when we arrived there, ada 2 pekerja digi kat main entrance. Ktorg macam takut lah kan sebab ktorg takde tiket so dengan pasrahnya lepak lah kat mcd sebelah tu. And I baru tau yang Wilna (my primary school mate) will going there! So itulah peluang kitorang nak naik atas. LOL. So bila wilna sampai ktorg terus jumpa and ikut dia naik atas. And rupanya dua orang digi kat bawah tu bagi flyers je. Cehhh. Tulah, niat jahat kan nak curi-curi tengok. Nampak orang digi je terus takut. Hahaha.

Dah sampi atas tu baru dorg check tiket semua. Ya Allah, ramai gila orang. ktorg ni sah sah lah tak tercengang je kat luar, dah takde tiket kan. Ktorg macam bagi semangat kat wilna n the gang semua, padahal untuk fan meeting je bukan nya pergi berperang pun. Tapi kira berperang jugak lah sebenarnya sebab nanti orang main tolak tolak semua. And ktorg macam takpelah tunggu kat luar mana tau dorg tak tutup pintu tu nanti. Padahal nak sedapkan hati sendiri, sah-sah lah dorg tutup pintu. Sebab makhluk yang kat dalam bilik tu semua bayar nak tengok 2AM tak kan lah kitorg yang takde tiket ni boleh tengok sekali kan? Agak lama lah jugak ktorg berdiri kat luar tu. Then jumpa dengan Adelyn, dia ada satu tiket free so dia nak bg ktorg. Tapi ktorg pulak ade 4 orang. And ktorg decide nak bagi Wai masuk since dia tak pernah pergi and tak pernah tengok KPOP artist dekat dekat so nak bagi chance lah kat dia. Tapi Wai tak nak. At the end takde siapa pun masuk sebab masing-masing semua cakap kalau sorang masuk semua masuk, kalau tak tak payah masuk langsung. See how nice our friendship. LOL :P

so tunggu lagi kat luar, pintu masa tu dah tutup tau. Pastu jumpa Yi Peng pulak and borak-borak jap dengan dia. Tapi bila dia nak masuk, uncle tu suruh tunggu kat tepi and pintu depan lift tu dia tutup. So we was like, OMG! 2AM will coming soon. And betul lah ape yang ktorg fikir, sebab suddenly ktorg dengar kat bawah orang menjerit gila kuaaaaaat! YEAYYER! Tapi bila tunggu, takde pun. Lambat gila lif ni pun. Haihh. Then tengah borak tu, tiba-tiba dorang muncul. Memang tak menjerit pulak ktorg kan? And they look very surprised, maybe dorang tak sangka ada fans tunggu kat atas kot. Yelah there are only 8 of us, so mestilah dorg recognized ktorg kan? Boleh tak fikir macam tu? HAHAHA. SUMPAAAAAH GEMBIRA! Dorang dah masuk dalam, ktorg pun nak chow lah kan, suddenly Wai terdengar yang dorg cakap Jinwoon nak pergi toilet. Wai dengan Rain dah berlari dah, while me and zayer still terpacak kat depan lif and suddenly zayer jerit “ Jinwoon!” then he look, SMILING and wave to us! Walaupun zayer yang jerit tapi I pun ada kat situ, so kira dia lambai I sekali lah kan? Wakaka :P So tunggu lah kat kan, nak tengok Jinwoon lagi. Suddenly Seulong & Jo Kwon were heading to toilet too. Lagi sekali lah ktorg menjerit kan. Mesti orang kat dalam bilik tu dah pelik dengar ktorng menjerit kat luar. Asal lah budak budak kat luar ni, sycho ke ape? Padahal dorang tak tau ktorg Nampak 2AM dulu. okay jangan nak berlagak amalina. Haha. Then dorg keluar dari toilet, again dapat rakam dorg. And Seulong were so sweet, say hi and smiling. One thing that I realized is Korean people love to smile. I kena jadi macam tu jugak. Sebab I memang susah nak senyum. Then lepas tu baru ktorg blah. HAPPY GILAAAA WEHH. Macam gila tak sangka dapat tengok dorang. Even beberapa saat kan, but still. Sebab ktorg tak bayar pun. WORTH IT SANGAT! :)

p/s: fafa no worries aku tak marah dah. Masa tu je emo terlebih. PMS kan? hihi

pp/s: we actually got 3 free tics. 1 for the fan meeting and 2 for showcase. Since the people there were so nice to us and offered the tics. Idk why. Maybe sebab muka ktorg kesian kot. LOL. Tapi kitorang tak amik pun tiket tu, we only take one tics for the showcase and give it to fafa’s sister, Neena. Sebab dia pun nak pergi and sebab ktorg dah dapat tengok 2AM depan depan. So bagi chance kat orang lain pulak. see, I love my bisfins. Even I mad with her. But still she’s my bisfins. Sila terharu sekarang Faraheen Shamsher. wieee

ppp/s: ktorg jumpa Guibo dengan Baki. yay!

*click to enlarge :)

Alhamdulillah, thank you Ya ALLAH :)

2011-05-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

Im so freakin happy and Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything that you give me. and im proud of myself too. even it is not the best but this is what i deserve and im happy. tak dean list pun tapi okaylah. it becomes nearer. and my pointer increase. YEAYYER! happy gilaaaaaa! so im proudly to say that KPOP didn't affect my study pun. so siapa yang kata sebab kpop result teruk memanglah nak kene sekeh sebab result teruk tu bukan sebab kpop tapi awak yang tak pandai bagi masa.

and thanks to my beloved parents sebab dengan doa mereka jugak lah, I dapat result macam ni. since selalunya doa parents yang akan makbul. i do learn a lesson that bila kita dekat dengan Allah, Allah akan bagi ape yang kita nak, tapi bila DIA tak bagi ape yang kita nak, maksudnya kita tak rapat lagi dengan DIA. I tak malu nak mengaku that my first sem kat Gombak, i didnt study hard buat macam kat foundation last minutes br nak study, memang tak lah degree nak buat macam tu kan. pastu hubungan I dengan Allah pun camtu je. sembahyang memang sembahyang tapi you know kadang-kadang nak dekat habis waktu baru terkejar nak sembahyang semua. memang memalukan. then masa result keluar baru lah sedar langit tu tinggi ke rendah kan. padan lah muka. then on my 2nd sem, i realized that, i cant hurt my parents. i mean like they give me everything thatt i need and result macam tu kan, they never mad at me. and benda tulah yang buat i sedih. sebab kalau dorang marah, at least nampak tau. ni ibu n ayah cakap takpe usaha lagi. biasalah tu awal2 degree tak biasa lagi. i know they're frustrated but i cant do anything cause that is my mistake. Alhamdulillah, result kali ni sangat membanggakan. YEAYYER! im so freakin happy man! :)

p/s: to all my friends, congrats for your result! :))

PMS

2011-04-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello people :)

Im not in the good mood like seriously. PMS for almost 1 week. yeah this is my first time. trust me, I never had PMS before this, or maybe before this I could control it kot. whtvr. oh btw, i just watched Ashraf Muslim engagement day. OMAIGODD! it is so AWESOMEEEEE wehh. like seriously. im so envy with that girl. FYI, Ashraf Muslim is one of my favourite actor, after Fahrin Ahmad and Zahiril Adzim. oh and yeah Zahiril Adzim will get engaged too. *sigh* haha. that's cool cause it show that they were ready for a serious commitment! YEAYYER! im so happy for them. and even though i have crush on Ashraf Muslim, tapi tak semestinya kita kena dapat orang tu kan? tengok dia bahagia pun okay what *okay ayat aku sangat pathethic disini ye. LOL* i hope that you guys could live happily ever after. aminnn :))

p/s: ohh bawah ni video dorg bertunang haritu. tengoklah. sho cuteeee!

:'(

2011-04-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people.

I have a problem. No actually, everyone does. some people who went through something in their lives. a matter that is too hard for them that might have hurt them. they wouldn't want to face it again afterwards. for example, getting heartbroken from first love, they get scared to fall in love and lose trust in it after that happened. Me, on the other hand. don't know the meaning of giving up. I fall, fell, hurt,losing loved ones, backstabber stories, losing best friends, befriends the enemies but I never stop myself from doing all of those eventhough things like this, do hurt me later on but I stand up later on. because life, NEEDS to try everything. you need to feel broken so the next time you will be stronger. If avoid everything, then, whats the use? there is no such thing as sweet life and perfect life, all the way till you die. I don't believe in that. the bitter things is what makes you live life worthily and appreciate things better. so don't be scared of everything. you'll lose everything. another one thing never deny or run away from your problems. Ii wont work., trust me. you will be miserable. just take the feel and go. don't dwell in it. denying it won't work. Same goes for running away. Please. every one has fears. that doesn't mean running away all the time.and don't be stubborn saying you are okay all the time. when you're not. every one will have ups and down. so thats why there is a phrase called 'Live life to the fullest' take everything, the negative and positives, and smile in the end.

attention seeker,

2011-04-21T23:07:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

I'm sorry, idk why i just love complained *sigh*

There are people in my facebook who treat the status as their diary. I don't mind if it is twitter. kau nak update seminit sekali pun lantak kau lah kan tapi ni facebook yang ooi. Yes, I am very much aware that it is YOUR facebook but when we read it at our newsfeed, we become so very much annoyed. for example, i just broke up with my baby boo or my baby boo were mad at me, and i miss him. memang lah kau sorang je yang couple dalam dunia ni kan? duuh. geli tau tak. buat cool sudah lah eh?

I am not kidding. Don't fucking write about your personal things at your status. Seriously? If you want attention from your significant other, send a freaking text to him/her. It would cause you guys a lot less pain. This type of status is more annoying than the "HeY aWAk uCuK lEwww". I'm so annoyed, I'm sorry.

2011-04-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello people :)

i am officially in 5 months holiday! wohooo. its so excited kan? i mean i can watch every single shows on tv and the important thing tak payah nak risau pasal belajar. LOL. so yeah dalam masa 5 bulan ni, i nak cari kerja. kalau duduk 5 bulan memang tak bosan pulak kan. and yang paling penting i nak belajar buat cake, or muffins or cookies. since pastri lah yang i paling lemah. tapi kalau lauk lauk tu dah boleh dah :))

okay bosan, tak tau nak update ape. once wifi kat rumah dah okay i masukkan video masa i pergi SS3 hari tu kay?

p/s: he text me! shiit. jangan nak perasan sangat yea amalina :(

pheww

2011-04-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

Assalamualikum and hello people :)

another two paper to go then, im home people! looking forward to have vacation with my panic squad again. woot woot. i just miss the time when we're in Langkawi last year. and hell yeah it was a blast :P

oh btw, transac and tort were efffffin hard man. shit. im so gonna die. i hate the facts that im not such a gifted kid. and yeah im 100% sure i cant never beat my sister cause she's like super duper brilliant and she was taking the same course as me. WTF? Malaysian colleagues, one advice. Dont ever thought of taking law if u have no interest whatsoever. seriously jangaaaaaaaan! so scared yaa know :'( feel like crying out loud and i miss home, parents and my lil bro n sissy. sobs. sabar amalina seminggu je lagi. nanti kau duduk lah rumah puas puas masa cuti 5 bulan nanti. pheww. okay gtg! need to do some chores :))

hopefully,

2011-04-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

I want a boyfriend. Not even a boyfriend. Just someone that cares. Someone that will text me good morning and call me cute names. Someone who doesn't need a title to know that i'm theirs and they are mine.

I'm so happy fer my friends cause they finally find their Mr. Right. I'm the only one who still searching. *sigh* im not desperate okay dig?don't easily make assumption eh? -_-' idk why suddenly i think about it, maybe depressed exam kot. HAHAHA. :D

oh btw, Pqah darling happy birthday! :) miss you bisfins.

p/s: he text me from egypt. yay! im so freakin happy man. he really made day :)

exam fever

2011-03-30T00:32:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

sorry fer my previous post. im so depressed and its really hard to take care of each and everyone feeling. I know, Im not the best friends that they could have but yeah we used to be friends so i know you guys sometimes can be so nice and sometimes can be annoying too. nvmd, let the past remain silence cause its hard fer us to be like before, like seriously SUSAH GILAAAA!

oh btw, this week is a revision week for the UIAians. *okay wujud ke perkataan tu? haha*. my first paper on this sunday. shitty shit, im so fuckin nervous! and yeah carry mark memang tak boleh nak bom lagi kan. sobs. nvmd, untuk finals sila kerja kuat lebih lagi ye, Amalina. study study, its too late dah ni. haiyoo. so yeah ALL THE BEST AND BEST OF LUCK PEOPLE. hopefully we could get the better results than before :)

3rd April - Law of Tort
5th April - Transaction in Islam 2
8th April - Law of Contract
12th April - Islamic Legal System 2

p/s: cant wait for the 5months holidaaaaay :)

jangan nak emo sangatlah :)

2011-03-26T10:20:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

how life had been treating you guys? mine were sucks. got so many drama and people emotions too handle. haihh. ingatkan bila dah habis high school takde lah drama-drama ni. rupanya lagi macam-macam. sumpaaaah penat gila nak layan.

kita tak boleh nak expect semua orang suka kita and people tend to be hypocrite. tak kisah pun kalau kau nak jadi hipokrit ke ape. tapi kalau nak berlakon tu boleh tak berlakon betul betul? mata kau tu tak payah nak sokek sangat lah kan. sila ingat balik siapa yang try untuk buat korang punya friendship jadi baik balik? SIAPA WEH SIAPA? aku tak kisah pun kau tak nak tegur aku ke tapi bila kau kata kitorang kawan untuk kepentingan memang tak pulak aku menyirap kan? mana ade istilah FRIENDS FOR BENEFIT cause for me if you're truly a good friends you wont said like that. cause friends share everything. even kalau kau gaduh pun kau tak kan ungkit ape yang kau dah buat. and kalau kau kawan yang BAIK kau akan try to make things clear if ade kawan kau yang lain gaduh. ni tak kau buruk kan lagi. memang pulak kau kawan yang baik kan. PALING BAIK SANGAT! and maybe cause she used to be your bestfriends you believe 100% what she says. tak kisah pun sebenarnya sebab aku pun percaya kawan aku lagi tapi please dont simply jump into conclusion. cause before you assume get the facts right and before you judge please understand why. cause you dont know what the other party had go through.

and i seriously got issues when you declare with some of your friends that you guys are BFF, but behind the person who you call BFF yo backbiting her or him. WTF wehh? kata BFF mana boleh kutuk! even kau ade terasa ke you should tell him or her. bukan simpan dalam hati pastu kutuk lah kat orang lain kan. tu sumpaaaah BUKAN BFF. TAK LAYAK LANGSUNG NAK PANGGIL BFF WEHH. boo hoo. memalukan. if BFF sendiri kau boleh kutuk, ni kan pulak orang yang kau tak kenal sangat. memang tak berbakul pulak kau nak maki dia kan. sumpaaah scary if ade kawan macam kau wehh. mintak jauh lah ade kawan macam kau.

okay im sorry cause im too emotional right now. sekarang ni malas nak fikir. lantak korang lah. malas nak buat telenovela. banyak lagi benda yang aku nak kene fikir. so yeah bye bye kepada "BFF", "FFB" nak mengundur diri. okay bye. nak layan lagu tonight, BigBang :))

be strong

2011-03-25T22:53:00.001-07:00

Assalamualikum and hello people :)

sometimes people tell me that she/he thinks im a strong person. im personally dont really think so. maybe because im been surrounded by people who has gone through way more than what i have gone through and seeing how strong they still are. it makes me feel so small. very tiny indeed.

p/s: to Acu and Pak Cu, be strong.

whats wrong with me?

2011-03-02T00:51:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

am i in love with him? since it almost EIGHT years i had a crush on him.
i dont even know what i feels right now. dayuummm -_-'
Ya ALLAH, please help me.
FOCUS ON YOUR STUDY AMALINA. Finals is around the corner.

p/s: ohh i wrote broken manglish and its nothing wrong with that. this my place ya dig. if you doesnt like it, please click the button X above. ai speak like i want. kay? shush shushh.

naive

2011-03-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people! :)

I was browsing through folders of high school pictures and videos.

How innocent and naive all of us back then. It almost felt like nothing could rip us apart. Like being glued to each other and making promises that we will never be enemies and whatnots. haha. so comel right?

I remember when everytime the Maths teacher were teaching at the front and we all like lari to seat at the back and curi-curi eating Nasi Lemak, like she doesnt care about us who sit at the back and keep talking to the three people in front. HAHA :D when the Account teacher were in, we doesnt care about what she teach but we were aware of what she wears to the class. for god sake, she is stunning in her own way. and when Pn. Maryati my history teacher want to see my notes, i always try to ask her some question and she will forget to check my notes. I was that, lazy back then. haha. PENIPU, sekarang pun pemalas lagi! :)) and yeaah im so nakal kan? ishh.

oh btw, this is what i feel when he approach me.

I HOPE HE KNOWS.

At the same point. HAHAHAHA :)) okaaaaay, miluuuuuuuu *blushing*

Jalan-Jalan

2011-02-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

Today i had a blast with my Kpop Bisfins. woots woots. since we bought the SS3 tickets, each and everyone of us cannot had so much fun anymore. WHY? because got no money lah, we need to starving. sobs. sedih gila kan ayat? HAHAHA.

However since we're bored to death and so depressed, we decided to go out to have some fun with our own way. HOW? by eat all the best thing that we could find and the food must be cheap. wiee. so yeah we have in our mind that we would have our dinner at downtown Damansara. but before that we're thinking to go to IKEA to wasting our time. boleh tak mcm tu? since we're hungry to death so we need to eat something like seriously lapaaaar gila! and we find the food. YAY! and Alhamdulillah the food was amazing. totally amazing and the price were so cheaaaaaaap! :)) maybe sebab lapar tu yang jadi macam tu kot. HAHA. I and Rain choose combo B which has hot dog and soft drink and add on 2 chicken curry puff. while Zayer and Wawan also ordered combo B and add on ice cream and chicken curry puff and it only cost us rm5 EACH. dayumm, so muraaaah kan? and the best part we can refill the soft drink. see, im so excited when it comes to food :))

so yeah lepas makan semua, we go upstairs and start berangan this is our house whatsnots, laughing out loud and people were staring at us like we make mistakes. sorry aunty and uncle we just have fun and you can buy what you want to buy kay? please don't stare at us, we all like so pemalu tau. haha. so whatever. and habis ronda tu, i was like craving to eat Daim Cake tau, but unfortunately dah habis. so saaaaad. nangis guling-guling dah sebab tak dapat, tapi nak buat mcm mane kan? takde rezeki lah tu. next time maybe.

so yeah otw balik, we look at the some performance. some man with their bicycle trying to do some stunts and always failed to do that stunts. whatever whatever. but the guys were cute tho, when the first time i see him. tapi bila banyak kali tengok and dia selalu buat stunt tak jadi, so macho dia mcm hilang ahh. haha.

so after that we were heading to Downtown Damansara to have our dinner. woots woots :D but before that we go to wondermilk to buy cupcakes since zayer and rain were craving fer it. and i got for myself choclate cheese cupcakes. and hell yeah sedaaaaaap gila. the place were quite nice and sesuai gila lepaaaak wehh :) and the workers are so lovely and good looking. hihi. dah dah amalina jangan nak gatal sangat lah hai.

okay thats all, and thanks people fer the wonderful day. i had so much fun with you guys. hopefully our friendship getting stronger each and everyday. ecewahh. love yaaa.

abg comel KENMS :)

2011-02-25T04:53:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people! :)

this week, every uni in Malaysia were having the election for the Student Representative Council (SRC). and we can hear so many stories during the election, ada calon yang hilang lah, pejabat HEP kena pecah lah, macam-macam lagi lah. tapi Alhamdulillah dekat UIA sumpaaah smooth gila. takde pun kecoh-kecoh ni. tapi tak syok ahh, nak jugak tengok ade gaduh-gaduh sikit. HAHA. boleh tak macam tu? bersyukur sikit Amalina ooi. dekat UIA ni kita kene elect two people from our kulliyah. so mksdnya semua kulliyah akan ade wakil dalam SRC tu. and pemilihan jawatan akan dilakukan mengikut sistem shura. cool kan? i know, dah kate pun UIA kan? wieee.

so yeah dengar dorg punya menifesto whatnots, and they're a few people who caught my attention. not because they're good looking but because they were really sincere to represent student. and they try really hard to get our votes :) but who i vote for? RAHSIA LAH WEHH, undian adelah rahsia kan? :P

eh ehh i nak cerita ni, masa hari tu i lunch dekat econs's cafe pastu calon-calon KENMS (Kulliyyah of Economics and Management Science) tengah beramah mesra dengan student yang tengah lunch and ktorg yang AIKOL (Ahmad Ibrahim Kuliyyah of Law) pun menyemak lunch kat situ kan? memang lah dorg ingat ktorg budak KENMS. nvmd, ktorg pun dengarlah dorg punya menifesto semua and sumpaaah dorg semangat gila. sukaa tengok. and adelah one of the candidates sumpaaah comel, and me and fad were calling him abg comel KENMS. haha. so i follow his twitter. sumpaaah gigih gila aku kan? so i tak private kan tweet i, just for him to see what i tweet him since dia tak follow i kan? ciss. and you know what? HE REPLY MY TWEET! YAY! *jump jump*

this is the second tweet that i tweet him, since he won the election kan? but unfortunately, he thanks me with the wrong name. WTH? ishh. im sho sad you know? whatever whatever. so i turn my tweet private back! HAHA. gila pasrah lah kan.

oh yeah to all who won the election, please do whatever you had promise us. jangan nak gebang je lebih. kang memang orang tak menyampah pulak dengan korg kan? HAHA. so beware :) and selamat menjalankan tugas. wish you guys all the best!

p/s: someone call me. yay! im so freakin happy. thanks for making my day :))

my baby girl is away to Melbourne.

2011-02-19T09:21:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello people :)

today is the sad day fer me. again one of my bisfins were leaving me :( nice kan? last week, anoi were leaving me and now meera. boo hoo. and of course i will sent her at the airport. haihh. I HATE AIRPORT except at the time when i meet K-pop Artist lah kan? :)

so yeah i went to the airport with my other half which is Rain, Fafa & Rinee. makhluk dua orang ni pun dah lama jugak tak jumpa. so yeah its like a meeting point fer us. YAY! im so happy to meet them. so meet meera and her family. so yeah lepak lepak jap and tangkap gambar semua. and suddenly her mak long came and peluk meera so tight and everyone were crying. shit. i hate to see this scene cause i feel like crying to. for god sake. so my girls ask me to look at the other places, and they marah me if i nak tengok that scene. yaa, i know im such a cengeng girl. whatever whatever. i dont mind what people calling me, cause that is me. i would not change to live you. pfft. *okay emo pulak kau kan amalina, haha*

so around 7.30pm meera went in, and you know its sad to see parent crying to let their daughter to further her study abroad and some were also bring their grandma and grandpa. and i cant hold my tears anymore and it continues to flow. sobs. and somehow its looks like im a loser you know? since i know i can make my parents, uwan and atuk to be proud of me if i can further study abroad, unfortunately im not that smart. i know they are proud of me even im only studied at IIUM but idk, i feel so shame of myself. boo hoo.

so after meera dah selamat masuk semua, salam with meera's mom and her family. then we were going to eat since everyone is hungry so that lepak dekat santai cafe at Bandar Tasik Permaisuri and Rinee's friends treat us. woot woot :) thanks dude! really appreciate that.

dear Meera,

Our time together has come to an end and I just could not leave without bidding you a proper farewell. I shall remember the pleasant time we have had these past few days for a long time to come. especially when i come to your house and it was good to catch up and reminisce about out time together in high school . I am so glad that you change to 4A class instead of staying in 4B. We otherwise would not be the good friends we are today. Do keep in touch. I leave you my warmest thanks and best regards for the future.

Loves, Xx -Lynn Zafirah :)

p/s : meera's brother were also crying and it really touch my heart. awwwww :) *told yaa, i love men who can cry, tp takdelah smpi cengeng sgt kan? its cute tho*

sad :(

2011-02-10T08:22:00.000-08:00

I AM SO SAD, TOMORROW ANOI WILL LEAVE ME. WHO AM I GONNA TALK TO . OH BOO HOO CRY ME A RIVER. im so gonna miss you brotha! okay tu je. bai!

p/s: oh baru sekarang lah kau nak bgtau kau dah selamat sampai semua? padahal orang lain kau dah bgtau dulu kan? memang aku orang paling last kau bgtau. ishhh. benci! *Amalina, please get over him.tak payah lah buang masa suka dia, pleasee. you heart will hurt more! *

pathethic. pfft

2011-02-09T11:18:00.000-08:00

salam and hello people! :)

This is what happen when i see him online at facebook or whenever he leave the comments in others wall.

"Lynn, don't you dare to say hi to him. Just chill and don't say hi!" - This is what i always tell myself. To avoid from saying hi to him or just plainly stupid.

After 5 minutes,

click

" Hey ____! "

pretty much lose my cools point there. So kids, appear offline is the best solution :)

p/s: It's really hurt when i knew that the guy that i love, somehow love another girl and the lucky girl is my own friend. I know that i cant hate her, but i cannot hide the feeling that i will hate her. I hate her because he love her. i hate her because she's my friend and i hate her because i love her. I know that its not her fault but why it has to be her? why? why?

anoi's kenduri

2011-02-09T11:07:00.000-08:00

salam and hello people :)

last night was a blast. having a very last time to spend with my bestfriends. okay actually im so sad. since ni last time wehh untuk ktorg lepak sama-sama before anoi fly. boo hoo to me, cause im still stuck in M'sia. padan muka tak belajar pandai pandai masa SPM dulu kan? shit. im so gonna miss you bisfins! who im gonna talk to when i got into trouble?

so yeah janji melayu seperti faris memang sangat tak boleh pakai. which is dia janji pukul 6.30, konon nak tolong-tolong kat dapur bagai. last last pukul 9.30 malam baru muncul kan? memang lah ktorg orang paling lambat sampai. sorry noi, kau tau lah bestfriend kau lagi sorg ni kan? haha. okay faris dont be mad, you know i love you kan? wakaka :D we arrived at anoi's place around 10.00 pm. so jumpa a few kkbians and then we eat. sebab lambat sampai ktorg tak sempat nak celebrate anoi's birthday and doa selamat. you know who to blame lah kan? haha. okay whtvr. so yeah lepak lepak lepak, and eat, eat, eat and snap, snap and snap a loads of picture. meen need to get back home early so yeah im the only girl left. okay sumpaaaah segan gila since this is the first time jumpa family anoi. yelah tak manis ahh kan perempuan sorang sorang je. yang budak bertiga tu memang tak reti nak balik lah kan? IM A GIRL! Remember? *okay saja buat kecoh, padahal ibu tau i will coming late, since kuar rumah pun lambat kan, and she know who im going out with. so yeah no worries people! :) * anoi, busy gila layan orang lain, so he was like lari lari to us then back to his friends and lari again to another friends and yeah back to us again. so tak dapat spend time lama pun dengan dia. so yeah these are some pictures, malas nak upload semua. haha.

dear Anoi,

We have been the best of friends ever since in MRSM. We have shared everything, joys, secrets and even troubles. I would like to express my deepest gratitude to you for standing by me through many difficult times. Even if I will try, I will never be able to find a friend like you. Your friendship is my treasure for whole life. I wish you all the best in your undertakings in the future.

pemalas

2011-01-19T07:21:00.000-08:00

salam and hello people! :) *sambil tiup tiup habuk yang berleluasa kat blog ni*

i don't know how life works but i'm gonna be okay with it.

Hi, im lynn. currently has lost interest in blogging but the mood will come right back on when I'm done with my test and whatnots.

HAPPY NEW YEAAAR!

2010-12-30T20:36:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people :)

2010 is wrapping up tomorrow. Finally :)

I've had my share of ups and downs this year and I gotta say 2010 hasn't been easy on any of us. It's pretty much a tough year on any hearts, I assumed but I made the most of it this month so no regrets there :) A year that taught me to value friendship more than anything, family before everything.

Lost a few friends and gained some, it's all good because from there, I pretty much know who my real friends are and who just feed on my misery. I have learnt that whatever happens, don't let anyone get under your skin because you may end up with a wrecked up heart.

i just wanna say i'm sorry to everyone for not being around that much this year. This year i swear it was aliving hell for my heart and soul and i can pretty much say I dont think i will remember this year taht much but i will definitely remember the awesome people that i met this year and also the people i reconnected back.

to those who were there through my thick and thin, thank you so much. May 2011 be a joyful ride for everyone :)

p/s: to those who tried to bring me down, thank you for making me a stronger person! :)

froggy day

2010-12-30T20:13:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people! :)

as i promised before i will update about the celebration my BFF birthday a.k.a Froggy Bied :)

meh sini meh kak limah nak cerita ni. cerita dia macam ni a week before her birthday i was thinking to make a suprise fer her, konon konon nak pergi amik WGM Yongseo and bila pukul 12 malam tu buat buat tak ingat birthday and TADAAA bagi birthday cake. HOWEVER SEMUA PLAN TU TAK JADI! haha. nak tau sebab ape? sebab 2 days before dolce gimme a call and ask me if i can come to froggy suprise party since someone will sponsor the cake. so yeah follow je lah kan, dapat makan free cake. woot woot!

pastu si dolce ni suruh i berlakon lah, almaklum lah i kan pelakon hebat. ececehh masuk bakul angkat sendiri nampaknya yea amalina. HAHAHA. so on her birthday i didnt wish her birthday. it doesnt mean that i forgot her birthday tapi nak balas dendam sebab dia wish birthday i lambat sangat! grrr. so petang tu, konon konon buat baru teringat birthday dia and untuk hadiah harijadi dia i nak belanja makan kat Asiah yang kaya dengan garam tu. i paksa jugak dia turun kat cafe asiah tu. sumpaaah gigih sangat aku. HAHAHA. so she was like terpaksa je turun "yelah yelah aku turun jap lagi, order kan kuetiaw goreng pattaya eh?" so i was like " yelahh cepat turun." *padahal dalam hati pape je lah bied, HAHAHA* i tak order pun sebenarnya. duduk melanguk kat situ and makan nasi lemak yang Na beli. haha :D sorry sweets!

so bila dia dah sampai cafe, i roger lah bff froggy lagi sorg which is dolce. so dolce bring froggy's yonghwa and he brought the cake. and we sing the birthday song fer her. and what i love is to see bied expression. sumpaaah muka kau tak boleh blah lah bidayah ooi. terkejut sangat eh? sumpaaah lah kan, comel sangat M'sia YONGSEO couple ni. alahaaai tak boleh nak suweeeeet lagi ke yonghwa tu? pfft. envyyy much :(( I WANT SOMEONE TO MAKE A SUPRISE BIRTHDAY FER ME TOO FOR MY BECOMING 21ST BIRTHDAY. CAN?? kalau boleh someone special. haha. jangan nak gatal sangat lah kan amalina. haha. memang tak kan lah. lagipun my birthday will be on the exam week. haihh. DAAAYUUUM! so yeah lepas tu makan cake semua and bagi hadiah and then chow sebab pukul 5 ade training bole tampar since i play for Hafsah. *kagum tak kagum tak? haha* but i had so much fun, make a suprise fer my baby girl :)

to my baby girl, HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAY BISFINS! wishing you all the great things in life, hope this day will bring you an extra share of all that makes you happy. sorry fer lying. next time bila i dah kaya i belanja you kuetiaw goreng pattaya ehh? you're not getting older, you're just getting better. last but not least, i love you! :)

me and froggy :)

Fahmi :)

2010-12-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people! :)

first and foremost, CONGRATULATIONS MALAYSIA! Harimau Malaya garang tu. AUMMMMM AUMMMMM. im so proud of you guys. even we lose the game tonight but Malaysian wins by aggregate 4-2. Khairul Fahmi especially, you are so AWESOME! even you're 5ft 8in, pretty short for a goalkeeper. But today, he stands TALL for every Malaysian. woot woot! okay tibe-tibe semua orang pun nak suka Khairul Fahmi kan? ishhh. JEALOUS MUCH! nvmd, i still got Hyukjae from SuperJunior. HAHAHAHA. nak jugak masuk kan kpop obsession tu. and the best part is Khairul Fahmi is trending in twitter. double awesome kan?

the awesome man :)

so keep it up Malaysia. jangan nak bangga setahun. got so many match ahead. so be prepared, make us proud!

p/s: oh btw, tadi lepas match adelah group of student yang ronda satu UIA ni bawak bendera Malaysia siap hon-hon bagai. sumpaaaaah macam world cup lah pulak. HAHAHA. agak-agaknya macam mane lah kalau Malaysia menang World Cup? mesti lagi gempak.

happy day

2010-12-28T04:42:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people :)

after a very bad day yesterday, today i really had a very GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAT time. woot woot. lepak with fad. After a very long time we didn't have heart to heart conversation. and we did it today. i miss you baby girl, really bad! ecewahh. she is bestfriend, my counselor and my annoying lil sister NOW and FOREVER! hihi. thanks fer today and yeahh sorry you cant focus on Unggas when you with me. HAHAHA.you got a lot of story and at the same time you wanna prepare for Unggas lah? ciss.

my annoying lil' sister - Fad :)

oh btw, the picture below is my another BFF. Today is her birthday! :) yay! you're getting older babe, even you're petite but still you're now TWENTY! enjoy your early puluhan years. age doesnt matter kan? asal kita nampak muda okay lah.

and sorry sayang, i tipu cakap nak belanja you. they ask me to act like that. so amacam aku boleh menang Grammy tak? HAHAHAHA. i hope you enjoy the suprise make by us. sorry sangat paksa kau turun. next time aku belanja ehh. once bila aku dah kaya lah. haha. saranghae chinggu :) will post the picture of celebration later kay?

meet my BFF - Bied

*ni masa taaruf. tiba2 rinduuu time taaruf. boleh tak? haha*

p/s: ohh bied, abg yonghwa kau boleh tahan lah :) suweeeeet gitu. i like! hahaha

worst day

2010-12-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people! :)

today is the worst day. im so sorry Dr. Yusri. im trying my best to focus in your tutor class but unfortunately my period pain is getting worst and yeah im feel like i will faint in that class. damn! semua pun nampak kabur kabur je. and to Dr. Fahrain, im sorry i could not attend your tutor. im were excited to enter your class a day before and im prepare to be ask in your class. tapi sumpah tadi tak tahan. and im feel bad cause i already promise to myself that i will work hard tapi ni awal-awal dah tak pergi class. haihh.

oh btw, i just love this song! the lyrics is so awesome. people tend to say that Taylor Swift always sing what girls wanna say, and Bruno Mars always sing what girls wanna hear. and its true indeed. :) and i would rather to hear this song instead of Im yours. so bakal bf, please be prepared. HAHAHAHA. *memang berangan je lah kan? ade pulak org nak nyanyi kat kau amalina oooi*

just the way you are

2010-12-27T00:27:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had so much to say, but never had the chance to? Or you had that chance, but thought that some things were better left unsaid? Why, you asked me? They are happy, everyone is happy..so why bother uttering a word?

Perhaps things are better off that way.

Someone once told me, "..a smart person knows what to say, a wise person knows whether or not to say it." I tend to put others before me at times. How they feel, what they want, what is best for them, their happiness..all of that matters to me, especially to the ones I love. If they are happy and doing good without knowing what I wanted to do or say, I would rather zip it and swallow it all down.

Love is wanting happiness and everything that is good for your loved ones. Love is not just wanting someone, I think it is also wanting what is best for them. When they are happy, I know I made the right choice.I'm still learning, and I know I always will be. One thing I learnt for sure is that love will always adapt to the needs of other people, even if it means sacrificing your own. The worst battle is indeed between what you know, and what you feel. When you know you have sacrificed, you know you have loved.

lil' prince

2010-12-25T11:51:00.000-08:00

salam and hey people :)

i forgot to tell you guys that i already got a new cousin. COUSIN okay? see that. woot woot! *jumping jumping* i was hoping that acu will got a baby girl *without knowing that acu already scan and know the baby gender* since there is so many cute things to buy for a baby girl. sumpaaaaah geram gila tengok semua barang barang yang comel tu. however he's a boy. nevermind, along still loves you. he was given a name of Muhammad Naim :) he was so cute like his big brother and my lil' sweetheart Najmi. the lil boy in this video is naim. saje rakam masa dia tengah bukak mata since baby at their age always sleep. so its kinda hard too see when they were open their eyes. so bila dah bukak mata tu macam batak sikit lah kan. HAHAHA.

oh btw, i miss my two lil' N (Najmi & Naim) baby so bad. sorry along been busy lately. will see you guys later kay? promise. *hugs*

haihh

2010-12-25T11:14:00.000-08:00

I made mistakes, I'm sorry.

To the people I've hurt. I must begin apologizing now. but please don't make me like I'm invisible to you guys. Its suck. you know that? haihh

Probably,going to do less chatting, facebooking, tumblring and twittering and more and more studying.

Study please.

why?

2010-12-24T11:21:00.000-08:00

You know, I'm that person.

The one who always asks 'What will other people think?' Then when I look at you,I feel ashamed knowing that there are others far worse.

And I'm learning slowly to change for the better of course.

motivate me

2010-12-24T11:06:00.000-08:00

Salam and Hello :))

My new semester had been started. it's almost been 3 weeks. and yeah i need to focus and work really hard. don't ask me about my result. im ashamed of it.

I ponder over this everyday,why do some people have to work twice as hard to obtain similar results to those who put in little effort or none at all. I am that person,the one who has to do triple the amount of studying. I wonder how their brains function. are they really a genius? haihh. envy much :( Nvmd Lynn, wake up and smell the coffee! Yes,that was how I began.

oh btw, ACIK! congrats baby girl, i know you can make ibu and ayah proud of you. tapi yang tak bestnya you had beat me and angah. ishh. maluuu i tau! haha.

-_-'

2010-12-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

salam and hello.

Why do I only feel like blogging when I'm emo. I cried too many times today. shit. Feeling like a stranger in your own home because you've got no one to turn to. my family were there fer me but sometimes you know this kinda feeling which you think you were alone but eventually you're not.

results came out today, i didn't even check,but at last had to eventually look at the horrible and ugly truth. pfft. and it didn't come out as i expected. damn! buruk gilaaaa result aku wehh. its really dissapoint me. i mean for the very FIRST time when you were doing your degree, you're hoping to get a VERY GREAAAAAT result but unfortunately it does not happen to me. well its no use crying over spilled milk. Thank You for giving me another chance. at least i didnt have to repeat any paper kan? think on the bright sight amalina. Alhamdulillah.I'll pray to do better in the future. need to work very verrrrryyy hard! like seriously. tak boleh main main dah.

Alhamdulillah

2010-11-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

Whenever you feel your life is hard, stop and think. Compare to what? Things happen for good reasons. Allah knows what is best for us. Often we wish for a sunny day but He knows there must be some rain. Often He test us with suffering and sorrow NOT to punish us, but to help us to meet tomorrow. Open your eyes and look around. A growing tree is strengthened if it can withstand the storm and a pencil needs a sharpener where it has 'to suffer a little but in the end it becomes sharper' (Paulo Coelho).

Remember:

It's not how much you accomplish in life that really counts,but how much you give to others.
It's not how high you build your dreams that makes a difference, but how high your faith can climb.
It's not how many goals you reach, but how many lives you touch. It's not who you know that matters, but who you are inside.

Believe in the impossible, hold tight to the incredible,and live each day to its fullest potential.You can make a difference in the world. Thank you Allah.

p/s: im so freakin scared think about my result. for god sake,it will be out NEXT WEEK! im not readddddy :( YA ALLAH, gimme strength to see it.

happy birthday

2010-11-27T22:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMMAR! :)

He's my brother, listen here baby boy. Along loves you with all my heart eventhough you are so freakin annoying and get into my nerves all the time. but what to do you're my brother and sometimes you make me happy with your stupid jokes. hell yeah you're getting hotter day by day. *okay bukan puji adik sendiri but that what people said about him* and yeah i do jealous with him cause he got all the good genes from both my daddy and mommy. ishh tak aci tau mar, but anyway he's still my brother and it is useless to be jealous pun. hahaha. now you're 14, start study now. since next year you will be having PMR. make mummy and daddy proud of you cause you're their first son and make uwan and atuk proud too since you're the first grandson okay brah? i do believe in youuu. saranghae

Sunset glow

2010-11-17T11:08:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

yay! finally exam is over. woot woot. okay sebenarnya agak terlambat nak update since i dah duduk rumah for almost 5 days and now i got the chance to update about it. pretty lame excuse i guess. kalau dah malas tu malas lah jugak kan, amalina ooi. haihh. i dont know why, im so lazy to update. padahal dulu rajin je, habis semua benda lah i nak update. HAHAHA. maybe im moreee into tumblr kot sekarang. so for those who were already have a tumblr, come and be my follower :)

btw, even though it might be too late, i still wanna wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. have fun, and fer those yang tak berani nak tengok lembu kena korban tu tak payah lah gatal-gatal nak pergi tengok okay? macam i, i bukan takut tau tapi i kesian. so daripada tak dapat makan daging lembu tu sebab kesian baik tak payah tengok. hihi. lgpun daging lembu yang korban ni sumpaaaaah manis and lembut, so memang tak boleh lepaskan peluang lah untuk makan kan? *kau bila part makanan memang laju kan amalina? ishh. DIET WEHH DIET!

ohh and i dont know why, lately i feel so lonely. it doesn't mean that i didn't have a friend. i do have a wonderful-intelligent- gorgeous bunch of friends but i don't know why i feel like that. it is like, some part are missing and i was like kinda search for the things which are not in the place. pfft. i need someone to talk to, but i dont know who. :(

a big fat YES, I DO HATE YOU A! i hope you read and know this.

p/s: am I a loser if i didn’t have a bf at this age? *just wondering* and sometimes i do feel like a loser. pfft.

-_-'

2010-11-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys!

wehooo, im done with my THIRD paper which is Law of Contract 1. Alhamdulillah, it goes well. i have another 2 paper to go, which is Tort & Transac :)

THURSDAY PLEASE COMEEE QUICK!

can't wait to be home with my loved one :)

it ain't easy being me

2010-11-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys!

its had been a long time that i didn't update my blog. sorry baby, im so busy with my finals. once im done with it, i will update you everyday kay? promise :) so why on earth this girl doing here updating her blog? well, i had finish my second paper which is MLS stands fer Malaysian Legal System. uwaaa, i feel like crying! my exam today were sucks! like seriously, i dont even know what im trying to answer. but still i try very hard to answer all question, tak tau lah betul ke salah.

sumpaaaah im so pissed off, cause everything that i read fer my exam didn't come out. Legislation, asal kau tak keluar aku dah master dah part tu. and yeah ape yang aku baca ala kadar tu lah yang keluar. terima kasih sangat sangat. lain kali keluar lah lagi yang aku tak baca tu. haihhh. i pushed my self so hard to finish my reading on Malaysian Legal System. yelah baca last minit, kene lah push sikit. tapi, ehh tak lah. i read it three days before the exam. so takde ah last minit sangat kan? and yeah it doesn't end with success. sumpaaah sedihh gilaaa. moral of the story, baca and hafal semua tak boleh nak mere reading je, even konon konon buat macam tu tak nak rasa bersalah lah dari tak baca langsung kan. BILA DAH START DEGREE JANGAN GEDIK-GEDIK NAK STUDY LAST MINIT! ni tak sedar diri, tu lah yang jadi macam tu. siapa yang boleh jawab soalan tadi tu, tepuk tangan sikit :) tahniah tau.

i leave it to Allah, cause HE know the best. and please Allah, i didn't want to repeat this paper. i had done my best and now its turn fer tawakal. focus on the next paper. so yeah contract, bak datang laaaah! 2 down, 3 more to go!

p/s: another three paper to go! sumpaaaaah tak sabar nak balik. lepak depan tv sambil tengok korea. 11th Nov please comeeee quick!

exam fever

2010-10-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

im finding everything is so hard to deal. i can't cope with the stress lately and its making me feel like a shit. maybe because of the exam fever. ANOTHER FOUR DAYS to go! sumpaaah cuak gilaaaa! im not fully prepared. for god sake. i feel so little. dengan carry marks yang memang mengundang habis. so waktu waktu nak tidur semua kene tolak tepi since kena pulun sehabis baik untuk finals ni. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku. aminn.

i have also put a lot of weight, like seriously A LOTS! haihh. need to diet after the finals is over. sumpaaaah kene diet! tak sukaaa :((

ohh btw, i heard that Helmi which is one of my friend in KKB were injured badly after having an accident with the estima. Innalillah. and ni kes langgar lari. poor him. lets pray fer his safety people.

To all my roomate, classmate and IIUM student. good luck and all the best fer this becoming finals. Grab as many A's as you can. wish me luck people! :)

ishh penat lah,

2010-10-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

hari ni dah start exam, which is HALAQAH. since paper tu 20soalan je and masa menjawab setengah jam, so bajet bajet senang lah kan? baca buku pun ala kadar je. haaaa, sekali bila dah dalam dewan dapat paper tak terkulat kulat pulak tengok soalan tu? padan muka kau lah kan, amalina ooi. yang tak boleh blah tu boleh pulak dia tnya hadith. ingat pulak aku, hadith yang aku hafal tu number berapa kan? aigoo. mati lahh wehh. hopefully and desperately need an A! since exam ni masuk pointer. grrr.

then abis je exam, pergi check markah test untuk MLS. memang markah pulak mengundang nak habis. sumpaaah kena speed up untuk finals ni. damn it! damn it! sila jadi rajin sekarang Amalina. jangan lah dok melangut je kan depan laptop. ishhh. tiba-tiba rasa macam salah amik course pulak :( okay ini petanda tidak bagus. cant give up! tu memang cita-cita sejak zaman sekolah, muda remaja dulu kot. lagi satu malu wehh, orang kampung semua dah tau aku amik law tiba-tiba nak tukar course memang majal lah kan. hahaha. orang lain boleh buat tak kan aku tak boleh? so common babeh, work it out! Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini :( okay tiba-tiba rasa malu pulak. bila nak finals baru lah nak berwirid, buat solat hajat semua. if not, memang mengaji sehelai dua helai tu pun lepas maghrib je. ishh. maluuuuu :( you gotta change lynn!

ohh this is too random, roomate tolonglah jangan nak emo dengan kitorg lagi. penat nak jaga hati kau. asik nak emo je memanjang. tak kan nak ikut angin kau pulak? meh sini nak tengok aku emo pulak ke? kang aku emo kau tak larat pulak nak layan. kalau kau tnya budak budak sekolah aku, memang lah dorg tak nak aku emo sebab dorg tak larat nak pujuk. so, sekarang ni aku malas nak layan. asyik aku je dok tegur kau dulu. so sekarang ape kata kau yang start dulu eh? kalau kau tak nak cakap dengan aku pun aku tak kisah. go ahead! kalau kau nak pindah duduk bilik lain pun, ikut kau lah. kau pun kan dah ade plan baru. whtvr!

btw, to my sissy! im so happy fer you! told yaa, you so not gonna fail your arab paper. and for god sake you got a higher pointer than me. ishh. sumpaaah along kene berusaha gila gila sekarang ni. hahaha.

notes fer you, YES YOUU!

2010-10-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

pissedoff.pissedoff.pissedoff.pissedoff.pissedoff.pissedoff.

you changed your phone number without telling me? yeah this sucks. i try to text you like so many times, and none of that text were delivered. hell yeah, i hate feeling like being forgotten. i hate feeling like i only matter if someone isn't there. i hate feeling like im so easy being replaced. im being sick and tired of this shit. like seriously, im trying my best to settle things up. tapi semua macam sia-sia je. im too tired to carry on, IM DONE TRYING, IF YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE LEMME KNOW. BYE!

brain said : listen lynn, you could be happy. stop thinking about how good the past was, start living with the present and await your future. i know you can do it! :)

heart said : listen lynn, don't you love your friendship with him? he's your BESTFRIEND! lets start over. pleaseee. give him some time to chill up. okay?

ekk, i don't know whether i will follow my heart or my brain. im tired fosho =_='

never say never, i'll back!

2010-10-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

title takde kaitan pun, since that are my favourite song at this moment. haha. from test, assignments, group discussion, case review, tasmi' and homework. everything happening this two week! YES, all at once. this has got the busiest week of the semester and im feeling vibe already. but somehow, i love the fact that i have a lot on a plate. time passes by faster than usual and it helps me to keep my mind off unnecessary thoughts.

hell yeah, finals is around the corner. and im so freaking scared. damn it! but Alhamdulillah, the exam schedule wasn't pack. i mean one subject for one day. isn't good for a law student? woot woot! ohh tak perlu gembira sangat lah kan Amalina, jangan awak gedik nak study last minit memang tak score lah macam tu. get off your lazy bum and start study now! this is my exam schedule :))

HALAQAH - 23 October

ILS - 30 October

MLS - 4 November

CONTRACT - 7 November

TORT - 9 November

TRANSACTION - 11 November

can't wait for the 11 November to come. pleaseee come quick! i need a vacation after the exam. like seriously, i need it so bad!

ohh btw, i had planned my days, accordingly and i have never had something to do every single day. it will be tiring yet im looking forward to get things done and no to forget to enjoy myself between work! go go Amalina :D

p/s: i need a time machine, can i? sumpaaaaah berharap everything will back to normal.

HECTIC!

2010-10-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

this two week will be my hectic week in UIA. haihh. i need to settle up my assignment, test and etc. shitty shit. i miss my matric life. even kat nilai tu sumpaaah macam scary but still i love being there! got 2 CONTRACT assignment both need to pass by this week, MLS assignment on the 15th oct, which is kena hantar this week jugak. ayat hafazan for halaqah. and i also got test on wednesday night. NICEEEEE! and the best part i didnt read anything yet. double nice. :((

im so stress right now. there are so many things to be settled up. sumpaaaah bulan ni paling banyak menangis. pasal kawan, family, study and everything which is related to me. like seriously i hope and always pray that i'll stay strong and can handle all this rough things. for god sake.

ohh btw, the best part is i already bought an IPOD NANO fer my birthday! yay! *gila kesian kena beli hadiah untuk diri sendiri* even macam gila lame, since everyone dah sibuk nak guna ipod touch kejadah lah, ade pulak aku kisah kan? dah aku suka nano, nano lah yang aku beli. woot woot

ouchh, its hurt.

2010-10-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :))

there are so many things that happen BUT i didn't get a chance to blogging each and every things that happen since i rarely online. i really hate my life right now. with the assignment and test here and there. finals were catching up soon. dengan masalah yang bertimbun. sumpaaah semua benda messed up habisss. haihh. i know, we can't taste the sweetness of life if we doesn't go through all this things. i know but im not strong enough to handle it. however i will keep trying and hold on in myself.

btw, have you ever done anything that you thought was for the best then regret it afterwards? Well i have and now all i can do is think about the person i hurt. i don't know what went wrong but i hate it for real. even the word sorry couldn't change anything. things already happen. i do regret it but there's nothing else for me to do. *sigh*

i had a fight with my bestfriend. and i never sad and cry this hard before. i mean semua ni misunderstanding je but me and him are being too egoistic. i try so hard to fix everything. call him like moreee than 10 times to settled up but he didn't pick up his phone. and satu hari tu terjumpa dekat hs cafe and i dont think he recognized me since i tunduk je all the way when he was there. we're totaly like a strangers.its sad to be in that situation. i didn't even get a chance to explain and not even a chance to say sorry. nvmd. maybe he doesn't need me anymore. I NEED TO ACCEPT THE FACT, EVEN ITS SO HARD TO DO THAT. like seriously its so damn hard and its really really hurt ,because someone who used to be a part of me is no any longer there :((

to F, sorry for everything and thanks for the sweet memories that we have. i know, im not a good friend fer you but you're the one who treasure the good side of me. hopefully you can be more relax and jangan fikir complicated sangat kay? and jangan sekali kali nak fikir tukar Uni. sila bersyukur sikit. will you? berjimat cermat, since i would not be there to pantau the necessary or mostly unnecessary things that you buy. i will miss you. XX. :(

to A & A - sorry sangat wehh. since i think i can't fix things up. its getting really hard day by day. nvmd. we still being bestfriends. aku tak kan buat korang tersepit kay? trust me. love you guys! XX.

ohh and im so freakin mad with MD. goshh. kau dah lah meniru pastu bangga setahun ahh dapat markah tinggi. screw you bitch! im working so hard and i get a very low mark. and it makes me pissed off and sangat down. when i know you got a higher mark than me. nvmd, Allah know the best fer me :)) chil okay lynn!

love, love & love :)

2010-09-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

since everyone will go back to UIA and had a lot of things to do since we will have our test and etc. you guys may not had enough time to online and read MY blog so before it is too late, i just wanna make my wishlist fer my becoming birthdayy ;) GEDIKK kan, nk wishlist2 pulakk. but who cares?? haha. since i will celebrate my birthday next week, so its the right time to let you guys know what the best things to buy fer me kan? . so okay here they are: *ade yang dah tercapai dah from the last year wish list :))*

~~a guitar~~
new watch from fossil
~~scuppies~~
someone sing a birthday song with playing the guitar
~~ipod~~*will buy this things with my own money later*
birthday wishes from someone that i had crush on
BB bold
liverpool merchandise
~~bracelet and necklace from forever 21~~
bags
etc, etc, etc :)

actually tak kesah pun, ni ape yang i nak je.i always hoping that on my 20th birthday i will celebrate with someone special. but unfortunately, macam tak tercapai lah kan? haha. nvmd. tunggu my 25th birthday lah kalau gitu :))

p/s : ohh yeah, on that day i will have my tort test, the timing is just soo N-I-C-E! grrr..

malas malas malas!

2010-09-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

whatsup whatsup? hahaha. konon konon ceria lah kan? padahal tak ceria langsung since kena balik UIA and be a nomal person like before. i mean , bangun pagi pagi buta tak boleh tidur balik lepas subuh *wlaupun tau tak elok, tu lah yg amalina selalu buat. ishh*kena pergi class, facing the lecturers, assisgnment, test. and etc. tapi sebenarnya tak sabar jugak nak balik sana sebab nak jumpa kawan2. sumpaaaaah rindu. padahal baru 2 minggu tak jumpa. nak kecoh pulak. hahaha :D oh btw, tak start study lagi. padahal ada test on wedenesday. baguslah tu kan. tak reti nak baca buku bila duduk umah. haihh.

don't cry babe

2010-09-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

dear bestfriend,

to say that i really understand what you're going through is an understatement cause im not in your situation. i only can give you word of encouragement and support. always remember babe, tough times doesn't last but tough people do. i know you're strong. Allah tak kan menguji hambanya, jika hambanya itu tidak mampu menanggung nya. smua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya. but lets keep praying and trusting that your mom will coming back. Insyaallah. however, if the DNA's is true, i hope you guys can accept it. and always keep in mind that Allah loves your mom more than you do.

the most important you must take care of your health, jaga timah tu baik baik since she's so small and didnt understand about it. anything you can tell me. we always be there for you sayang. hang in there okay!

rawr

2010-09-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

hows your raya? mine were supeeeeeeer duper greaaaaaat! yay! masa mula mula tu takde rasa pun nak raya sebab there are so many things to be settled and read since i got test after the raya holiday. can you imagine, how can i celebrate raya if i always think about the test? sumpaaah lah tak seronok perasaan tu. tsk tsk.tapi tapi, temanya bila balik rumah, semua buku yang banyak banyak bawak balik tu, semua terletak je dalam beg kat sudut tepi tu. sumpaaaaah beg tu tak pernah lah dibuka oleh amalina. itu nama nya tak sedar diri. before cuti semangat cakap nak study, bila dah sampai umah memang tak lah nak study kan. ye ye, amalina memang sorg yg malas. ishhh. cant you change?

ohh btw, esok nak balik uia dahh. sobs:(( tak nak balik lagi. nak cuti lama lagi tak boleh ke? jealous dengan angah. 28/9 dia dah start cuti. ishhh. jealousssssss!

ketupat rendang lemang. nyummy!

2010-09-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

salam and hello guys! :)

Hari Raya is the day that should be valued for it to bring out the best in people and it makes us feel nothing done in the past mattered only the goodness of the present. i apologise for all my wrong doings if there are any. and dont be sad, i do forgive you. wieee. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin. have a wonderful raya everyone.

p/s: will update moree after i got the pictures from mak ngah :)

siapa elmett?

2010-08-24T09:00:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

post ini ditujukan kepada muhamad zahir. sila jawab persolan diatas tu dalam bentuk essay form. thank youuu :P

oh btw, i got three test before we can have our raya holiday. damn it!

MLS - 26th August

ILS - 30th August

CONTRACT - 1st September

pheww, got so many things to read. so yeah, amalina ape lagi, sila baca buku sekarang. kang jd mcm transac br tau!

gtg, have a wonderful ramadhan :)

ramadhan kareem

2010-08-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

dah lama tak update blog. a bit distracted by the things that goes around me.pheww. btw again, AHLAN WASAHLAN RAMADHAN KAREEM :) may you guys have a very meaningful ramadhan. jom jom kita kumpul pahala banyak banyak, sebab kita tak tau lagi adakah kita akan berjumpa dengan ramadhan yang akan datang. kan kan?

and hell yeah, whoever said that fasting month is a great month to lose weight, either they are super dumb people or they lied. haha. wanna know why? with all the bazaar ramadan and tasty foods and yummy things with delicious smell wafting in the air, how could anyone possibly diet? haihh. there are so tempting. nyummy! *enough amalina, kan dah terbayang makanan kat bazar ramadhan tu*

last but not least, i had so much fun to breakfast with my dear friends. memang lah kenyang nak mampus kan semalam. so cik rain omar sila msk kan gambar saya yang comel itu. wiee :)

blablablaa

2010-08-07T22:36:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

i wanna tell you guys there's someone that i adore so much at IIUM. woot woot. cant tell his name here. *blushing* gedik lah kau amalina. haha.

btw, transaction quiz were so damn hard. bukan susah mana pun, tapi sebab over confident tu yang jadi macam tu. haihh. and i didnt know what to write on my answer paper. shoot. sumpaaah pissed off gilaaa! tak tiru lah pulak, padahal dekat je duduk dgn orang sebelah. jujur lah kan? wiee:) redha je laah. hopefully lps ni takde lah bengap sangat kan? ishh.

ramadhan is coming. hopefully, we're ready fer it :) and insyaallah boleh lah kuruskan badan. wakaka :D FARIS, lets meet up before the fasting started. need to settle up something with you. okay?

HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE!

4 years and still counting :)

2010-08-07T21:43:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

this post is dedicate fer my three besties! FAFA, RAIN & RINEE.

as you all know friends are important for us beside our family. but what is the meaning of friend? fer me a friend is someone who you think your life would be different if they didnt exists. a friend is someone who NEVER leaves you out, you are always included when you're with them. a friend is there fer you, no matter what. they walk in when the rest walk out. they make you smile and encourage you to succeed. they will be there fer you when he'd rather be anywhere else. they share a word praise and they always want to open their heart to us. each friend represent a world in us, a world possibly out born until they arrive and its only by this meeting that a new world is born.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY :))

4 years and still counting :)

thanks for being where you were and what you are on the day we become friends. you know how crazy im and still choose to be seen with me. actually i used to be normal until i met those loser who i now call my BESTFRIENDS. hihi. and sometimes you guys make me so mad, but i cant deny i love you guys moree that i hate you. ecewahh:) god really did something special when he blessed me with a friends like you guys. you are one of the best things that ever happen to me. and everyday that i goes by it seems like i discover something new about you. sila rasa terharu sekarang ehh kawan-kawan. best friends till the end, stay close to your friends even closer to your enemies, NO ONE CAN BREAK US APART EVEN A STUPID BOY :) don't get me wrong we love boys!

heartheart,

LYNN ZAFIRAH :)

new update

2010-07-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

i miss blogging so much! but i didnt have much time to update since im so busy. sorry kay? hows my life? so far so good. but next week, already got quiz fer transaction in islam. and guess what tak start study pun lagi. damn it! wake up amalina first year is not a honeymoon year. -______-'

i miss my home. tsk tsk. believe me, minggu ni anak pak cik zulkarnain tak balik rumah. padahal baru minggu ni je tak balik, dah kecoh. hahaha. td, lepas halaqah pergi kaedfest. not bad :) they're so creative. for god sake. gilaaa cantik dorg punya lukisan and all. got rumah hantu but tak masuk pun since saya adelah seorang penakut. they were too friendly and not to frget are hot too. woot woot. jaga pandangan mata amalina. haha :D

got to go, if i got time, i'll blogging moreee okay?

p/s: nanti i post gmbr bilik i kay? hihi

hi hi bye bye

2010-07-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys!:)

sorry sangat dah lama tak update blog. i didnt have time to update it since i have started my hectic life in campus. sumpaaaaah penat. and i dint bring my lappy and broadband there since nanti tak focus lah kan konon nya. cehh. tapi still curi curi online guna fatin punya lappy :)

ohh btw, sumpaaah lah life gombak dengan nilai sangat lah berbeza! SANGAT SANGAT! shoot. alhamdulillah, dah boleh adapt dah sekarang. tp masa mula mula, sumpaaah lah stress. kalau dulu mahallah dengan kelas, tak smpi 5 minit dah sampi tapi sekarang 10 minit pun belum tentu sampai kelas lagi. jauh okay. bila ade kelas pukul 8, lps subuh tu memang tak boleh tidur balik kalau tidur memang terlajak lah kau nak pergi kelas kan. tapi best jugak jalan pagi2 pergi kelas. sumpaah sejuk wehh :))

eh ehh will update later, need to go out with mommy! :)

taaruf :)

2010-07-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

okay entry ni takde benda pun, saje gedik nak masukkan gambar masa taaruf week. haha. gila terlambat nak update benda ni.

geek me! :)

saya rinduuuu geng panic :(( mari kita buat perjumpaan. sobs.

p/s: fad and bied, boleh tak aku nak masukkan gambar korg tidur? :) comel je. hahaha

" Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning. "- Albert Einstein

taaruf wehh

2010-07-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

as i said before in my previous post, i'll update about my orientation week or known as TAARUF WEEK. so yeah here we go!

6th July 2010

i supposed to wake up early since my mahallah registration will start at 8.00am. but unfortunately i woke up late since a day before tidur lambat packing barang and fatin cakap they will arrived at UIA around 8.30, so amalina pun mula membajetkan diri nk bgn lambat sikit, which is pukul 7.45am, tp lepas mandi je fatin call ckp dorg 3 org dah smpi. memang lah aku siap bapak cepat kan? haihh. so siap siap semua then laju laju pecut pegy gombak. ceh macam jauh je kan gmbk tu padahal dekat je. kecoh ahh amalina. hahaha.

so dah sampai sana terus cari fatin, then terus pergi mahallah office nak register bilik semua. so yay! we got the same room together with Alia and Aina. woot woot! at least i know who is my roomate dari dapat dengan orang tak kenal, tak nak laaah kan? tak best! so lepas dah daftar hantar barang kat bilik semua and then keluar pergi beli barang yang tak cukup. yelah suka sangat pack last minit, haa padan lah muka kan. nasib ibu ngn ayah cool je, maybe sebab tak percaya anak dara dorang ni dah besar panjang, melebar bagai masuk uni buat degree. okay tbe2 nak blushing. hahaha. tapi nak tau tak orang dapat bilik kat mana? 4.8, Blok D, Mahallah Hafsah. means saya duduk di tingkat paling atas iaitu tingkat EMPAT! BRAVO. *okay tu tipu, tak suka sbnrnya since tinggi sgt. tp lama lama okay lah kot*

so dalam pukul 12 something im back to gombak. since around 2.30 we need to gather back since nak amik taaruf kit whatsover tu kan. memang lah berkumpul tu kat tengah panas kan. grr. then gerak lah ramai ramai, main pusing pusing. tak tau pergi mane pun. main ikut je. sumpaaaah penat! pastu ms amik taaruf kit tu jumpa lah kwn2yg dah lama tak jumpa. memang lah semua mcm batak kan. hahaha. pastu msk CAC. ingtkan nk bg briefing ke ape. rupanya budak budak laki tngkp gmbr smartcard yg ktorg perempuan tercongok je lah kat dlm tu. pastu alih alih tak smpt pun tngkp gmbr, terus pergi masjid smyg asar. haih. apelaah. pastu lps semayang masuk balik CAC. yg stressnya, lambat gila wehh dia nak bagi masuk. dah lah kene beratur dua2, gila macam kanak kanak tadika. we already grown up okay? 20 tahun kot. haiyoo. so duduk situ dengarlah briefing ape ntah. memanglah waktu taaruf ni, dok dengar briefing je dari awal sampi lah habis. tapi yg best lepas smyg maghrib ktorg ade cultural night. since dorg semua nak promote kan supaya msk kelab dorg. and i love to be in gamelan. gila teringin nak belajar. sulu kat kkb, bljr separuh jalan je. hampeh betul. hahaha. pastu around 11.40pm ktorg br dibenarkan balik bilik. memang bacin gila ahh wehh. sumpah tak sbr gila nak balik bilik sebab nak mandi. grrr.

7th July - 8th July 2010

kitorg kena kumpul kat assembly point pukul 4.30am untuk pergi masjid semayang subuh. can you imagine bapak awal ktorg bangun? padahal subuh kul 5 lebih cmtu. and bila ktorg sampai tu adelah sorg je commitee yg tunggu kat assembly point. yg lain? ntah mana hilang ntah. konon konon 4.30 tu nak gerak pergi masjid lah kan, tp mestilah kul 5 br nak gerak. ms awal awal tu dah tangkap gmbar dah. yelahh br dua hari kat gmbk tu yg cm batak semacam tu. hahaha. so as usual dua hari ni briefing je lah memanjang. and disebabkan masa briefing org selalu tidur since penat and macam malas nk dengar, commitee pun buat lah sesuatu. siapa yg tidur dia amik gambar n buat slide show. wohoo, menakutkan. tp sprti biasa, bied telah mngajar saya supaya tidur and tutup muka dengan kertas. so i did it sambil dengar lagu korea and tidur dgn nyenyak nye. wiee. so lain kali buat mcm tu eh kawan-kawan. hihi.

9h July 2010

the last day had come. woot woot! gila tak sabar nak tunggu taaruf habis. mcm biasalah pagi tu ade briefing. tp semua orang semangat nk dengar lah since briefing dr finance. so mcm nak tau lah apply ptptn and jpa semuaa.kalau tak jgn harap orang nk dengar. haha. pastu kene register untuk subjek pulak. okay bila smpai part ni yang aku emo. dah lah ramai org, lab tu memang tak boleh nak comel lagi kan? then bila dah smpi turn system dah down. memang lah tak bengang pulak aku kan? ishh. bnci gilaaa! langsung kene register hari rabu. dah lah bnyak bnda nak kene add. tilawah lah study circle lah. haihh. and sgt malang dah lah dpt tilawah 1000 *okay tu mmg memalukan* then tak boleh pulak nak add tilawah sekarang since dia nak bg senior2 3rd and 4th year. haihh. double sigh. stress gila. kan best kalau mcm kat nilai. tp malangnya nilai tak sebest gombak. grrr.

okay lah tak tau nak tulis ape daaah. tak baik complaint complaint kan? kene bersyukur amalina. ohh btw, ade senior yg hemsem tapi boleh tak, orang dah lupa muka dia. wakaka :D

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”- MARIA ROBINSON

together, forever

2010-07-10T23:46:00.000-07:00

salam and hello guys! :)

sorry fer the long silence as you guys know i had my orientation at my uni. so now im officially IIUM student. wot woot! :D later i will update how my orientation look alike. okay?

ohh and yeah im so happy that SPAIN will go to the final WC. *okay, agak lambat sikit nk update psl tu. boo hoo* tapi tapi stil tak boleh tengok FINALS. erghhh. gila emosi aku. tak tau tv kat hafsah tu celah mana. grr.

and tak dapat tengok eclipse lagiii. sedihhhh :((

numb

2010-07-03T18:59:00.000-07:00

omaigod! omaigod! omaigod!
ONLY ONE DAY LEFT AND I'LL BE GOING TO GOMBAK.

i dont even know what i feel at this time. ergh

nothing much to say, not in the mood to write anything. screw you amalina!

ohh btw, im proud of my babies! both muller and villa :) GERMANY was AWHSOMEEE, like seriously they give their very best since everyone thinks that ARGENTINA will win. tengok tengok amik kau 4-0. lesson to be learned, don't over confident! okay sweetie? Villa and Andres Iniesta did a very good job fer SPAIN. even they win with one goal but hello this is quater finals, even the team is underdog but once they managed to go fer quater finals fosho it'll be a tough match kan? i dont think it was necessarily bad performance by Spain just Paraguay are a well dicipline, defensive team and they shut down spain's passing game. tapi mana boleh main defend je kan? you have to score. that was the difference in this game and unfortunetly for paraguay villa is a clinical finisher. and yet Paraguay need moreee luck.1 btw well done to paraguay too :) woot woot.

nothing much to say lah sgt kan? HAHAHA

" It was a match that had a little bit of everything. We knew it was going to be really tough because Paraguay have made life hard for all their opponents here. We should be proud and happy and lots of other things too. We’ll turn our thoughts to Germany now. They are having a fantastic World Cup and it’s going to be a very exciting game. We are feeling very motivated, things are going our way and we really are determined to go through. The strength of this team is that we all pull together and that’s what’s going to take us all the way." - ANDRES INIESTA (Spain midfielder)

waka waka

2010-07-01T18:22:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

another 3 days i 'll be going to gombak. sorry lately, asik buat countdown. nampak sangat NERVOUSSS. padahal tak perlu nak nervous pun. ceh cehh. haha.

barang semua dah beli, tapi packing je belum start. tak mcm NAJAD, semua bnda dah pack tak sbr nk msk gmbk dah tu ye kak? hahaha. tak tau nak start packing dr mana. gila gedik kan? hahaha. nampak sangat mengelat tak nak kemas. at the end of the day, aku jugak yg kibut nak kemas. bagus bagus amalina suka buat kerja last minutes pastu mula lah brg tak cukup itu ini. and yg plng pntng bila brg tak cukup kene mrh ngan ibu since kecoh kecoh nak beli brg last minit. haihh. tak serik serik kan amalina? haihh

ohh btw, td kuar dengan rain. im having fun with her for the last time. padahal mcm lah lps ni dah tak jumpa dah. hahaha. dekat je pun wngsa maju dgn gombak. kecoh mcm lama tak jumpaa. and im sho sad, since 1st day of eclipse i cant watch it. tgh sibuk bertaaruf. bukan tu je, tak dapat nak tengok teaser and mv SHINee! terlambat ahh aku. sobs :( tadi, tgk mubank. SUPER JUNIOR is AWHHHSOMEEE :) they're super duper cute and i love them even moreee.

last but not least, enjoy this video. the kids is so over. but i like to watch him. sumpaaaah kelakar and comels. hahaha

"if there's nothing left to lose, then there's everything to gain." - ANON

momdad

2010-06-30T02:30:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

another 5 day more, i will going back to GOMBAAAK! shoot man, im so NERVOUSSS! dah lah tak beli brg lagi, packing lagi lah tak. haihh amalina ni mcm tak nak balik belajar je. haihh. supposedly nak msk dgree kene lah lagi semangat, ni tak. ape lah.

let put aside that gombak thingy. today is my daddy's birthday and tomorrow is my mommy's birthday. so this post is dedicate fer both of them. even i know my dad will never read my blog but mommy does! :)

Happy Birthday daddy and mommy! :) semoga dipanjang kan umur, murah rezeki dan sentiasa berada di bawah lindungan-NYA. i love you guys with all my heart. thanks fer evrythng. sorry no present fer you guys this year, since i didnt have any money to buy it. but my love always fer you guys! :) i always be your little daughter even physically im not kan. haha. love love!:)

“A Daughter is a Little Girl who grows up to be a Friend” - ANON

i love them!

2010-06-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

there are so many things that happen to me. and yeah i didn't know which one should i update first, since its been a long time i had put aside this blogging thingy. okay gedik gilaaa! haha..

okay last Wednesday, i had so much fun with my boyfriends. don't misunderstood okay sweetheart, not that kind of bf, but the other one. got it? hahaha. so yeahh, i meet Faris, Anoi and Aiman. we janji to meet up at KL Sentral around 10.30am since Aiman need to go back earlier. so i pun bajet time, lah since two of them will always be late except Anoi. but then bila i smpi sana, Anoi and Aiman were there. as usual Faris lah yang paling lewat for each and every outing. so yeah we wait for him almost one hour. see, how nice i am? :) so after that we were heading to Times Square. we have our lunch and yeah we're thinking of doing something fun which is karaoke or bowling. woot woot! since kitorg dah lama plan nak karaoke together, we think this is the right time. so yeah we were heading to RedBox Low Yat. we had so much fun together, we were singing like crazy terutamanya makhluk Allah 3 org tu. masing-masing berangan nak buat konsert lah kan. ceh cehh. hahaha.

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."- Anon

quick update!

2010-06-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

goshh another 2 freaking weeks than Gombak, here i come. im scared yaa know! my 4 months holiday will come to the end. this four month, im doing nothing except fer being baby sitter, going out with my friends, watching movies and all korean drama and etc. and know i'll start to wake up early, stress to do the assignment, go to class and strive fer the exam. but the best part is, i can meet my friends. its had been ages since our last meet. im so happy to see them. cant waaaaaait! :) but im not excited fer taaruf. i mean, hello who like the orientation thingy right? its so freaking tired and yeah full of talks. evryday in a week of taaruf there wil be a talk about this, a talk about taht and talk talk talk. for god sake. its not exciting at all. phewww. cepatlah berlalu taaruf week!

ohh btw FARIS and ANOI, korang tak payah nak buat spekulasi okay! sumpaaaaah weh aku gelak guling-guling and aku macam malu setaaaaaahun. HAHAHA. tak sangka gilaa korg fikir macam tu. you guys are my bestfriends okay, it seems so weird if i have feeling towards one of you guys. so obviously that post is not fer you guys since the charecteristic mcm sama. hahaa. sumpaah aku tak perasan AND nasib baik faris tnya if not memang ahh. haihh org yg sepatutnya terasa tak terasa pulak. god damn it! thank god, it had been settled kalau tak memang ahh aku maluuuuuuuu. and yeah it make our friendship stronger and stronger kan? ecewaaah :)

“True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.” - ANONYMOUS

daddy, you're my superhero

2010-06-20T01:49:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

today is HAPPY DADDY'S DAY fer all daddies all over Malaysia. so semua status kat fb pun tulis pasal tu kan. we should show our love towards our parents not only on father's and mother's day je kan? everyday pun mummy's and daddy's day :) meet my father people!

Mr. Zulkarnain Zakaria

the power of the father, that what they say. i mean mothers are always known for their alertness of almost anything, but seriously father are the master of certain things. they sometimes pretend not know but actually they know. and they're the people that can actually boost ourselves in time of need, even though we didn't see it coming. kan kan?

my daddy gives me my name, Nur Amalina Zafirah which means CAHAYA, HARAPAN KAMI and KETINGGIAN. you taught me to never give up, to fight for what i want and believe in myself. you show me how to succed. you work day and night without sigh, without realizing it already meet twilight. but ayah will never stop there, he continues to give all his best to his family. he's such a loving person and kind and he often know what i have in my mind. he's someone who listens, suggest and defends.i love my dad very much not because he's my dad but because he gave me my life and i know that he would give me his for mine any day. there's always a place for him deep in my heart. thanks ayah for listening, giving and sharing but, especially, for just being you! Happy Father's Day Ayah.

oh yaa, fer this Father's Day me and my siblings give my dad a box of cupcakes. fer sure bukan buat sendiri. since we didnt know how to make it, so tempah je lah kat najad. even ayah tak mengharap pun, but yeah i know he's so touched when he know that we remember his day! i love you and always be your little girl :)

" its only when you grow up, and step back from him or leave him for your own career and your own home - its only then that you can measure his greatness and fully appreciate it. " - MARGARET TRUMAN

12 years and still counting :)

2010-06-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

sorry fer the long silent. i had no idea to blogging. shoot me! hahaha. i know some people are missing me, betul tak fad? :) hihi.

okay, last thursday i had gathering with my friends in primary school. omg! lamaa gila babengs tak jumpa wehh. like seriously Fyda, Shila, Ari & Syu - i didnt meet them since f2, Haffis- since standard 6 while Hassan and Seri since standard 2. see how lama we didnt meet with each other. facebook yang menemukan kami kembali. ecewahh macam jejak kasih lah kan? thanks to facebook. hahaha. everyone look so different. they look moreee pretty and skinny than before. envy envy envy! cause dulu im so cute but now im so damn ugleeh and fat. good job amalina! yay! *okay, tipulah kalau yay utk jd gemuk kan, lain lah si fad si hantu tulang, kalau dia gemuk msti dia gembira*

so janji pukul 11.00 kat TS tapi biasa lah janji melayu kan? hihi. so 11.30 br me, fyda n syu smpi TS. kesian kat haffis n ari. they're waiting fer us almost half and hour. cause i didnt know that they'll be so punctual since my others boyfriends will always be late. so yeah, im so impressed with both of them. sorry guys, fer being late! :) so dah jumpa tu lepak kat kerusi tepi tepi TS tu nak tunggu shila sampai. sambil tu borak-borak semua. haffis is so funny as before. we updating each other and gossiping. so after shila dah sampai we're thinking to play bowling but there are tournament so yeah we change to plan B which is to have our lunch! i got fer my self, nasi goreng black pepper with fresh orange n mineral water. okay okay lah. sambil makan tu smbung balik cerita yang terputus. we're laughing so loud, and evrybody were stare at us. haiyoo. maluuu sikit. *sikit je lah tapi tak bnyk* haha. haruslah gelak kuat lagi lagi kalau aku, shila n fyda bergabung tak bergegar pulak TS tu. haha :D so yeah tak lama lepas tu around 1.30 seri and hassan sampai. tapi haffis si artis tu dah kene balik pulak nk pegy amik gf dia kat titiwangsa. tulah org suruh bawak dtg jumpa ktorg tak nak pulak. apelah.nvmd.

so after tu cadangnye nak main bowling jugak lah kan tp still tak boleh sebab rmai gila yg main if ktorg nak main kene tunggu turn. rajin lah pulak kan aku nk tunggu. so last skali pegy lah karoake, that is the last option. lagipun aku pun dah lama tak karoake, memang timing terbaik lah kan? we go to the redbox-low yat. 3 hours fer only rm8. SO MURAAAAAH :) got 2 air fer each person. so yay! mua-mula semua mcm malu je, so ape lg mehh sini amalina yg start, pilih lagu lady gaga you, tak pulak aku jd lady gagap kat depan dorg. hahaha. konon-konon ari tak nak lah karoake kan, tp bila dah masuk mic pun tak nak lepas, semua pun lagu dia je =_=' hahaha. and suara dia pun not bad jugak! clap clap. semua genre lagu ktorg nyanyi dangdut lah, irama malaysia, rock, lagu ukays dah berabad tu pun ktorg layan tau. jgn main main. hahaha. but sadly fyda need to go back early. so sad :( our karaoke session end up at 6.00pm and yeah after that lepak Secret jap. dessert time. i had choose cheese brownies with ice lemon tea. nyummy! then hassan hantar we all balik. i mean the girls lah since ari had his own motor. thanks hassan you're so nice and gentleman. ecehh, puji lah sbb dah drop aku kat umah. hihi :)

to :

thanks fer the wonderful and cheerful day. i really had so much fun with you guys. hopefully we'll do it nex time. shoot man, i cant wait fer the next time. and yeah, kita make sure ramai lagi yg ikut cnfirm havoc lg. sorry if korang ade terasa ms aku usik usik, sakat sakat manja tu. hahaha. and sorry jugak kalau buat korg malu jalan ngn aku sebab gelak bnyk n kuat sgt. sorry jugak buat korg tunggu aku. and make sure our lips are sealed. yelah kita kan bnyk gossip. haha. love you guys!

lets the picture story how much un i had with them. oh btw sikit je upload, mls nk upload internet pulak tak mcm tuut!

12 years and still counting :)
A friend is a present you give yourself

"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. " - ELIZABETH FOLEY

i know im hot.

2010-06-12T21:15:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

mummy, daddy, syiah and ajad were going to Perlis. my daddy got kursus and they had something to do there. idk. while me need to jaga the house and my three brothers and sissy. pfft. nvmd, no worries mummy i'll jaga them with all my heart. ecewah. have a safe journey and call me once you had arrived there okay? mwamwaa. oh btw, i need to this tagging thingy since i was tag by two gorgeous people which is MYRA & FAD. so yeah here we go :D

1.Write 5 interesting facts about the person who tagged you.
*can i only write three facts fer each of you guys? since 5 is too many lah babe. i need to keep it to myself. okay? hihi.

FAD
- she is so outspoken. i adore her fer that. i mean she always talk what had been played in her mind. if she doesn't understand something she will keep asking the lecturer. memang pening Madam Mazbah nak jawab. hihi :D

- once she get emotional, evryone are scared of her. nobody will talk to her except me. i'll keep talking, talking and talking even though dia tak layan and buat muka cause at the end she will talk to me too. kan fad kan? and masa awal-awal tu tak tau lagi since bila aku cakap dia tak layan je kan. and i ask aina and alia "asal minah tu?" alia and aina said "alaaa, biasalah tu tengah emo. nanti jap lagi okay lah." so i was like okay. tp still im the only one who talk to her ms dia tengah emo. *okay amalina, jgn riak sgt tak baik!

- she's so hardworking and smart! i envy her fer that. everytime when the exam fever is coming i'll stay up with her till late to study and having our mcd fer supper. she's like lil' lecturer fer me. awwww, thats why i love her! <3

MYRA
- she is so pretty. for god sake! very sweet and adorable. i like the way she bring herself. sangatlah perempuan melayu terakhir, tak macam aku dengan fad. haha.

- at first, i didnt know that she's taking IRK. i mean she's rock man. but yeah satu kepala okay. sangat gila-gila :)

- suka sangat senyum, i need to learn from her. haha

2.Jot Down 5 interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.

1. Im a the biggest fan of LIVERPOOL ever alive on earth! haha. that's where I found GERRARD. cewaaah haha. I dont give a damn on anyone if they think Im stupid for supporting THE REDS . I support them based on their game, skill and talent. Not because of the oh-so-hot player. Everyone seems to love Man Utd and Chelsea. But honestly, they love those two giant club because of their player. Not because they really understand what the game really is. haha * this apply to girls only yeah. no offense to the dudes :)

2.I have a super super uber huge crush on Kaer. Well I think I fell in love with him ever since the first time I saw him on tv. His voice is so beautiful and angelic that I cried everytime I listen to his awesome songs :) my family know how i like him during the Akademi Fantasia season haha. He's definately my role model as he own a very bright brain and very very very smart academically :) He has talent and brain. He's everything I want in a guy :DD

3.ohh i do really hate when people type like boyan mane ntah kinda style. like " shayunk, awk ucuk lew. bowing niey" wtf man?? i mean fer certain words i can accept but if all the word you add up the w lah r lahh cm pelik tau! so stupid! nak kene hantar balik pergi tadika ke? biar tau eja betul-betul sikit. haihh.

4. Im not so proud of myself for being a super duper uber stubborn and sensitive. Ibu always said ' if she have set her mind of wanting something, she'll get it by hook or crook ' :) people will see me as a someone who is so sombong and garang for the first time they meet me. but its so not true, when you got to know me, im not like that. im such a happy go lucky girl with a sensitive heart. hihi.

5. i love to watch movies. like seriously, i'll going to the cinema to catch all the movies that i really want to watch. pernah sekali me and my friends do the movie marathon at the tgv klcc. at that time we watch new moon, 2012 and the other movies i forget already. wakaka:D and i can cry easily when i watch moves that touch my heart. gila gedik kan? haha

3.Pick Your 3 Deserving Recipient and Describe Them

1. amalia - she's my sisters. we share evrything. she is so stubborn like me. hihi. very photogenic and skinny. i hate her fer that but still i love her. :)

2. pqah- she is my bestfriends, roomate and my gossip partners. she's so nice and very adorable. always be beside me when i need her. im so lucky to have her as my friends. miss you.

3. syaf- classmate ms kat CBN. very outspoken and sensitive though.

okay done! btw, South Korea had win their first game against Greece. 2-0. woot woot! i told yaa. Dae Han Min Guk! Dae Han Min Guk! Victory Victory South Korea! ohh man what happen to England? tie against USA? so shame. btw, Gerrard you're still awesome. even i didnt support England, but i do support you. ecewahh. boleh ke mcm tu? haha

"Perfecionist is the most boring thing the world." - ANONYMOUS

I learn how to smile from my parents

2010-06-12T01:14:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

finally, dapat jugak melepaskan gian nak karaoke. woot woot! im so happy. its such an awesome activities fer my family, we can spend our time together and laughing out loud when we sing so sumbang. haha. we doesn't have a beautiful voice like Siti Nurhaliza but when got the chance semua berangan lah nak jadi macam Siti kan? ohh tapi tak bermakna nyanyi lagu siti ehh. only my mom will sing her song. hihi :D and jangan tak tau pulak si syiah and ajad pun dah pandai nak pegang mic. tp untuk lagu-lagu tertentu je lah. tapi most of the time acik lah pegang since suara dia yg paling sedap lah antara kitorg ni. kalau dia tau mesti kembang setaman. cehh. we sang a lot of song. even though it's only fer one hour since my mom get something to do later, so yeah it really fun though. let picture tell you the stories okay? :)

you can see ajad and syiah were holding the mic. and amir semangat gila nyanyi. haha

mummy and her little boy! -_-'

mummy and her little kepochi princess :)

me with amar and acik. *temanye nak tempek jugak muka. hihi*

“The best inheritance a parent can give to his children is a few minutes of their time each day." - M. GRUNDLER

im loving it! ;)

2010-06-11T12:02:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

see my new template? i make it simple as possible. malas dah nak tukar tukar. ni dah okay lah kot kan? hitam nampak elegan. ececeh. i just miss blogging but i didnt know what to blogging about. duuh. so pathethic right? tak macam fad, setiap kali post, semua panjang-panjang. cis cis, tak boleh jadi ni. haha

oh btw, today we have family day out but without angah and ayah lah. since we're like bored to death at home doing nothing. except fer my sisters and brothers lah since they need to study and make some exercise but it could be a bored activity right? *okay tu tipu, adik aku semua pemalas je, bila kene suruh br buat latihan ala-ala ketenteraan. siapa lg komander nye kalau bukan aku wiee. semua lari tak nak belajar maths since takut kene marah. haiyoo. apelah. who enjoy study at their age kan?? i know what it feel. ececeh, kakak yang baik lah ni konon nye. hihi. so mummy tell us to get ready since we were going to Wangsa Walk to watch Karate Kid. yay! clap-clap-clap :))

so yeah, actually my mom already bought the tickets a day before. so lovely isn't? she suprised us and she know so well that her kids want to watch Karate Kid so badly. oh btw, me and my siblings love to watch kinda of actions movie. wiee. i love you mummy! so yeah we arrived wangsa walk around 2.50pm since our movie starts at 3.00pm. goshh, sesak gila wangsa walk sekarang ni. lagi-lagi cuti sekolah so memang lah tak ramai pulak kan? haihh. so sampai- sampai je hall pun dah boleh masuk so masuk lah, acik and ammar pergi beli popcorns and all since my lil bro and sissy nak makan popcorn pulak. haihh. manja betul! grr.

and you know what? KARATE KID IS AWEEEESOMEEEE! and it doesnt have a part pun yg boring. it goes very smoothly je. trust me! you guys should watch it. its touched my heart, and i was crying when i watch that movie. screw me! haha. malu gilaaa, dah lah duduk sebelah ibu, memang lah ibu gelak je tengok anak dara dia ni mengalir air mata tengok movie. dah lah Karate Kid bukan nye cerita Lagenda Budak Setan ke kan? haha. malas lah nak buat summary. go and watch it by yourself okay sweetie? :)) ohh btw, Jaden Smith is sho cute and he's such a good actor. and i also like Zhenwei Wang as Cheng in that movie. even he's so kaki buli and like to belasah the other people but he's cute though. haha.

and thanks Ibu, i had so much fun today with you and my siblings ;)) wiee. next plan- KARAOKE! cant wait! :D

oh btw this is the teaser of Karate Kid. check it out yaww!

p/s: AMAGAWD! someone is like to copy me fer something that i like it first and claim that im so tiru her. what the heck? can't you be yourself honey? why you need to be someone else? need attention ke? stop. stop trying to be someone you aren't. stop pretending to like something just to fit in. stop listening to that music, watch the sports who you will never like, wearing those selendang and saying those things. you know who you are. take a stand and show your true colours. btw, im honoured cause you want to copycat me! screw you little bitch! -________-' okay bye!

"Fight one more round. When your arms are so tired that you can hardly lift your hands to come on guard, fight one more round. When your nose is bleeding and your eyes are black and you are so tired that you wish your opponent would crack you one on the jaw and put you to sleep, fight one more round - remembering that the man who always fights one more round is never whipped." - JAMES CORBETT

demam bola bakal bermulaaaa

2010-06-09T11:40:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

as i promised before to Fad and all of you. finally i got the chance to update about FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. ohhemmjee another ONE day to go. woot woot! demam bola dah kembali melanda, semua pun asik cakap pasal bola je kan? what team do you support and which team gonna win this world cup? it cant be answered right now but we will know it later. wiee

so yeah lemme tell you which team i will support all the way fer this FIFA world cup :)) first and foremost, its so gonna be SPAIN! and i think Spain had a great chances to win this world cup. woot woot! Spain will be lead by Iker Casillas which is their goal keeper. together with him are Fernando Torres and David Villa. they're is the best strikers in the world at this time. Xavi Hernandez is such an awesome midfielder. so yeah, they have very good player and strong in each and every position - midfielder, strikers , defence. they will be in a group H together with Honduras, Switzerland, and Chile :))

secondly, i do support BRAZIL too. they're too awesome. believe me. they had win FIVE times and its not possible fer them to win fer the 6th time kan? they also had a very good player such as Kaka, Luis Fabiano, and Julius Caesar as their goal keeper. Brazil gonna be in the group G together with Ivory Coast, Portugal & Korea. it kinda hard since Ivory Coast had Drogba, Portugal had Cristiano Ronaldo and Korea DPR had Jong Tae Se but i do believe in them. wiee :)

last but not least SOUTH KOREA. i mean like seriously they're freaking awhsomeeee. they're number 1 in Asia :) in 2002 they managed to get forth place, if im not mistaken. Park Ji-Sung, Park Chu-Young, Lee Chung-Yong will bring Korea to a victory. Sports Illustrated magazine expects South Korea as a second team to follow Argentina to advance to the round of 16. make it hapen hapen bebeh. woohoo. oh btw, South Korean will be in a group B together with Argentina, Greece and Nigeria.South Korea is one of the most fit and hard working teams and fun to watch :) so yeahh do supports Asian peeps! hihi.

they're the three team that i supports fer this FIFA 2010 SOUTH AFRICA. what say you? which team do you support? sama kah kita? ececeh. tapi bila dah tengok bola tu jangan galak sangat pulak. sampai nak berjudi bagai okay? kalau siapa menang, menang lah tak perlu kot nak judi judi tu. baik kasi anak bini duit tu eh? oh ohh btw, watch this! its so nice to hear them singing VICTORY KOREA. lagi-lagi super junior yang nyanyi. hihi :) bilalah Malaysia nak masuk world cup ni? nak jugak nyanyi macam dorg ni. katenya 2022 tak tau lah betul ke tak. sama-sama lah kita saksikan yea? okay bye. tu je update untuk kali ini. sehingga kita berjumpa lagi.

"Football is an honest game. it's true to life. it's a game about sharing. Football is a team game. so its life." - JOE NAMATH

karma is a bitch

2010-06-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

assalamualikum and hello guys :)

I believe in karma. karma is the cycle of cause and effect the concept is about action and deed. this is buddhist belief which can be consider to islam but in islam. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT DEEDS n never buat jahat. trust me people, it really do happen in life and sometimes that makes me regret what i did wrong in my past. if you're thinking of backstabbing a friend, treating a person like dirt bag, doesn't appreciate people who are always there for you, well think twice because everything you do,gonna comes back to you one day.Like people always said,what goes around comes around , buat baik berpada pada, buat jahat jangan sekali, so better starts appreciate what's in front of you while they're still here because a friend of mine once told me, things or people we love are not here to stay.

p/s: i will update about fifa malam ni okay! :))

How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours. - WAYNE DYER

lets think!

2010-06-08T12:27:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

lets take a moment to think of all the bad deeds we've done in our life. does that bad deeds includes dissappointing your own parents? if i could do a poll, mesti 99% daripada kita akan kata ya. don't we know that the the things that we do that could provoke even the slightest anger or sadness in our parents is called menderhaka? actually we do know. and do we know apa balasan anak derhaka? yea we know that too. very well. ada tertulis dalam al-quran dan hadis. and if you say you still don't know, i'd call u a big fat liar sebab dalam semua buku teks pendidikan islam pun ada. but yet, why are we still doing it? the facial expressions, the way we speak, the ahh's, the kejap lagi lahh's etc. perkara2 yang boleh buat mak bapak kita kecik hati. why does that happen? anyone know the answer? i know why. it's because of the lack of moral. penyebab dia? banyak sangat. mungkin kerana rompong-rompong dalam solat. dan mungkin jugak sebab hati dah terlalu hitam sebab dah terlampau banyak maksiat yang dilakukan. bla3. aku tak nak tulis banyak-banyak, takut mengarut pulak. and so, i'll jump to the conclusion je terus. what i'd really like to say is, while you're still alive, and your parents still alive, gi lah mintak maaf. kalaupun rasa diri tak pernah buat salah langsung, mintak maaf je lah sebab kadang kadang kita tak sedar pun yang kita buat benda tu. tau tau je, mak atau bapak korang dah sakit hati. hmm. kalau yang bergaduh dengan parents tu, bawak lah berdamai yea?

hadis lain diriwayatkan al-Hakam bermaksud: "Semua dosa akan ditangguhkan Allah, yakni balasan menurut kehendak-Nya hingga ke hari kiamat, kecuali balasan menderhaka kepada kedua-dua ibu bapa. Maka, sesungguhnya Allah menyegerakan balasan kepada pelakunya pada masa hidupnya sebelum mati." correct me if im wrong.

i know certain of you would tell me this "kau siapa nak cakap pasal benda2 macam ni. padahal kau bukannya kuat agama pun. dosa pun entah entah berlambak je." but hell with it. ini untuk kesedaran aku sendiri dan orang orang lain yg baca benda ni. i've done my part so antara kau nak dengar atau tak, itu hak kau. got it?

"if you raise your children to feel that they can accomplish any goal or task they decide upon, you will have succeeded as a parent and you will have given your children the greatest of all blessings"- ANONYMOUS

simply awesome!

2010-06-07T10:30:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

that is what i feel right now. i try my best get to know and understand you and im tired because you never realized that. its hurt when you keep talking about the other girl and im like keep encourage you to go fer that girl. can you imagine i had crush on you since f2? and now it almost 6 years++. ohh gosh, how pathethic i am. shitty shit. so now, im trying to move on. ececeh, konon konon dah give up lah kan? tu pun after i read this kenakalan akhirnya membawa perubahan. and i love the quotes at the end of the story which is "Carilah cinta Ilahi, kelak kamu akan dapat cinta manusia yang mencintai Allah lebih dari segala- galanya. muncullah sinar kebahagiaan dalam hidup setiap insan. Janganlah engkau terpedaya dengan hasutan syaitan. Semua itu hanya angan- angan. Cinta selepas kahwin penuh dengan sinar kebahagiaan dan keredhaan " omg! its so puitis and i just love that. ouch! memang kedepek sekali kat muka aku. padan muka! aku dapat rasa kan betapa kerdilnya diri ini. mengharapkan cinta manusia, tp cinta pada ALLAH tu tak terjaga lagi sedangkan cinta itulah yang paling hakiki. haih. so wake up AMALINA! oh btw, i found one group in FB which is "A MUSLIM GUY LOOK GORGEOUS WHEN HE LEADS A PRAY AND READ THE QURAN" omg! its so true okay! i mean like, ms pergi semayang tarawih i can fall in love with the imam's voice without seeing his face. and i remember when im in f2 if im not mistaken, there's one time when we need to go to Darul Quran untuk dengar ceramah and before that we need to perform solah at that mosque. sumpaaaaaaah suara imam tu sedap gila. and sgt mendayu dia bc wehh. tp tak nampak pun siapa yang jd imam. yg pasti imam tu muda lah, pelajar kat DQ jugak. memang confirm confirm lah super junior kalah ahh kan? wiee :) oh btw, i had like that group. how about you?

"wahai wanita solehah, jangan risau akan jodohmu kerana muslimin yg bijaksana itu, tidak akan terpaut pada wanita hanya pada kcntikan atau lirikan senyuman, atau pada bicara yg manja dan menggoda, atau pada pujuk rayu seorang wanita yg meruntuhkan imanya. sesungguhnya lelaki itu adalah pemimpin kepada wanita. andai belum smpi jodohmu, anggaplah bahawa lelaki yg kau nntikan itu sedang membina sahsiah kepimpinannya bg memimpin dirimu. kerana pada wanita itu sudah pasti ada kekurangannya dan lelaki yg benar2 layak pasti akan hadir untuk melengkapkan kekuranganmu itu. -ANONYMOUS"

jakun sekejap!

2010-06-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

i need to tell you guys that finally i have skype! wiee. selama ini saya sangat setia dengan ym, walaupun tak selalu bukak. tapi setelah didesak oleh semua orang untuk membuat skype, akhirnya saya akur. wah ayat tak boleh blah. yaa, i know its lame, since evryone already had it and aku pulak br buat. boo hoo me! haha. so add me there okay sweetie? FARHATUN NAJAD & NURAINI JAFRI you guys must add me.

ohh btw, im trying to change slowly to these two social networking which is MILLATFACEBOOK and UMMA-UNITED. add me up if you guys do have these two social networking *you can click at that word*. since i heard so many things about facebook and im so worried! tp sayang jugak dengan acc facebook, since all my friends were there. yang dah lost contact pun dapat cntc balik, thats why mcm sayang nak delete. sobs :-/ btw, lets make a change, walaupun sikit je tapi at least kita buat kan?

okay saje nak tempek muka i khas ditujukan utk fadlin ariffin
tgk lah i dah makin "kurus" wakaka :D

"I wish i couldn't feel a damn thing. " - DEAN WINCHESTER

love life :)

2010-06-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys :)

how are you today? i had great feeling and enjoy being at home. even though at some point i'll get bored but i do love my house. haha. OMG! OMG! another one freaking month to go. and then i will further my studies at Gombak. ohh man. mcm mana ni? otak dah beku sangat ni. luckily, rain always ask me about the bussiness law, and alhamdulillah, i can answer it by referring the book. see how pathethic am i? malu maluuuu. but at least i can find the answer right? haha.

ohh btw, i want to attach some pictures of my latest outing with my bestfriends and schoolmate :) awww, i miss you guys so much and finally we can meet up after 2 years i think. haha. we had fun, and catch up with each others life. they're still the same. never changed. masing masing nak masuk umur 20 dah ni tapi semua macam kanak- kanak riang je. cuma now everyone is become more and more feminine. bard is so nice with her new hair, and i do adore her hair. *envy jugak sebenarnya. haha* oh btw, lets picture tell you the stories. tp sikit je. haha.

meet RAIN and FAFA
they're my bestfriends till the end :)

they will always be beside me thru ups and downs :)

meet my schoolmate babeh :)
from left : bard, me, fafa, rain, darl and shima

p/s: aini thanks fer calling me from beijing. i miss you baby girl! hope to see you soon

"For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm.I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on, for everything you do, for everything thats true, I turn to you." - CHRISTINA AGUILERA

ibu dapat surat cinta lagi lah. wiee

2010-06-03T12:00:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikun and hello guys :)

need to tell you guys one story that me laugh out loud! hihi :D sorry insyirah sayang, but you're so funny lah baby girl :) ohh maybe you're wondering who is she kan? insyirah is my lil sister. and she's eight years old.

okay the story begin. once my brothers and sisters were home from their school, dorg akan sejuk kan badan then br mandi. tapi semalam bila dah sejuk badan semua si insyirah dengan amjad ni bergaduh nak msk toilet. dua-dua nak lawan siapa yang mandi dulu. cehh, memang kanak-kanak suka berlumba kan? apelah. so insyirah were in the toilet first, tp si amjad yg gediks ni, tendang tendang pintu toilet since he want to be the first one who take the bath. padahal toilet ade dua, saje je nak berebut toilet yang satu ni. dah bising-bising semua, i malas nak layan so duduk buat dek je tgk tv smbil on9. malas nak msk cmpur, kan menjerit sekali mmg tak bergegar pulak rumah. ececeh, mcm tak selalu mrh adik je lah kan konon nye. haha. so, bila dah smpi kemuncak, haa ape lagi ibu keluar dr bilik sergah dorg. haa, dgn insyirah dgn amjad dua2 kene marah. padan muka. ntah mcm mane ibu suruh insyirah keluar since amjad mmg ckp nk mandi dulu. so ibu dah membebel-bebel semua and semua dah settle, dah mandi semua. so its time fer korea babeh.

sambil-sambil tengok cerita korea, tiba-tiba insyirah kasi surat kat ibu. and ibu was like, "ape ni syiah?" and as usual mestilah aku menyibuks sikit. so i was like "ape bu, ape?" syirah ni memang drama queen sikit, nak jd pelakon lah kot suatu hari nnti. wakaka :D oh ohh nak tau surat tu tulis pasal ape? hihi. meh sini mehh aku salinkan untuk tatapan korg.

kepada : ibu. syiah nak pergi, ibu jangan halang syiah. biar syiah pergi. betul ni. ibu syiah nak pergi dulu bye. ibu sebelum syiah pergi ibu tanda (right) untuk syiah akan pergi, tanda (pangkah) syiah tak payah pergi.

and after i read that so called letters, im so impress. ececeh, ibu and ayah punya genetik tulis surat banyak kat syiah. haha. and kuat gila aku gelak, since the content in taht surat is so funny. and of course lah my mom tanda pangkah. ade ke tanya soalan mcm tu kan? hihi. so dah tanda pangkah hantar balik surat kat syiah and she was like smiling, showing all her teeth that she have. and my mom call her and pujuk pujuk semua. awwwh, saje je gedik nak attention ibu lah tu. i know what you feel lah baby girl! :) hihi.

so temanye, janganlah bg budak-budak tengok drama selalu, cause they want to be part of the cast too. tu yg main utus utus surat tu. haha. oh and i always love her. lovelove!

meet amani insyirah people! :) oh and yeah ignore the other one.

"the love of family is life's gratest blessing" - ANONYMOUS

perempuan meminang lelaki

2010-06-02T10:54:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

siapa yang tengok IMAM MUDA? angkat tangan! angkat tangan! ish ish asal tak sama pun bilangan dengan orang yang tengok AF? duh. ohh btw fer those yang tak tengok, sila lah tengok ehh. ade astro tp tak reti reti nak tengok, apelah, rugi sangat tau. i love this reality show very very much! :) act at first i do watch this show cause my friends tell me that my crush were there at the audition so i was like so semangat to see it! but once dah tengok, i cant miss it. bukan sebab nak tengok crush aku yang tak keluar pun tv tu tapi sebab tersentuh sangat bila dengar dorang baca ayat-ayat suci ms audition. okay sumpah tu tak tipu! i was like, "awwwwwh, tenangnya hati bila dengar dorg baca" nak jugak dapat suami macam tu. okay bukan gatal ehh, siapa yang ckp aku gatal tu memang nk kene sekeh. tp siapa tak pernah terfikir nk dapat suami yang baik and boleh membimbing kita? cakap cepat! semua mesti terfikir kan? and i had read on the facebook that someone tell his friends that he was hoping for the umrah trip with his friends and the second trip with his wife. it's so romantic isn't? idk why im so touched when i read those comments. ish ish suka sangat tersentuh. haihh.

and kadang-kadang aku terfikir boleh ke perempuan meminang seorang lelaki? sebab semua orang nak lelaki yg baik kan, termasuklah aku ni ha. sedangkan masyarakat melayu tidak menggalakan since orang orang tua akan cakap perigi mencari timba. tp kalau diikutkan rasionalnya untuk zaman sekarang mcm dah tak boleh pakai dah, so apabila telah di godek-godek kat dalam internet mahupun buku jwpan yg diterima amat memberangsangkan. ececeh.aku terbaca di slh satu website tak ingat kat mana tp dlm tu dia ade tulis Islam sendiri memandang hal ini dibolehkan.

''Rasulullah ada menyebut, sekiranya kita menyukai seseorang kerana Allah, ada baiknya kita menyatakan kesukaan kita kepadanya. Tidaklah salah seorang wanita menyatakan keinginannya terhadap seorang lelaki agar lelaki tersebut melamarnya dan mengahwininya. Sepertimana Siti Khadijah menghantar seorang utusan untuk menyatakan hasratnya agar baginda mengahwininya. Akhirnya hasrat Siti Khadijah itu disambut oleh Rasulullah SAW dengan cara yang baik dan baginda pun mengirim utusan untuk melamar Siti Khadijah.."

Cuma di zaman ini, untuk mencari lelaki yang SOLEH sepertimana yang digambarkan dizaman Rasulullah amat payah. and tak ramai perempuan lg mempunyai keberanian untuk meluahkan. and perempuan perlulah kuat dr segi mentak since it takes time for the guy to accept her into his life rather than he himself started to have a feeling to win the girl's heart. kan kan? betul tak? and some other said that sometimes they want a girl to approach them tapi tak ramai lah yang nk mcm tu. ape-ape pun jodoh bukan selalunya ditentukan dengan peminangan lelaki kat perempuan. it can be in another way round. jika tidak sanggup untuk bergelar isteri tidak usah berkahwin dulu. jika merasakan diri belum cukup ilmu untuk bergelar ibu ataupun ayah, belajarlah dulu. jika rasa-rasa belum bersedia untuk bersabar dgn kerenah anak-anak, carilah dulu kesabaran itu. jangan berkahwin dahulu sebab kenyataannya ramai yang tidak bersedia untuk melangkah tetapi telah melompat, akhirnya jatuh terjerumus dan tidak jumpa akar berpaut tatkala cuba mendaki naik. ececeh puitis gitu :)

so berbalik kepada persoalan di atas, hasrat itu perlulah difikir banyak kali. minta petunjuk dari ALLAH SWT.semoga pilihan hati kita tak tersasar.Berkahwinlah anda demi Tuhan dan Nabi-Nya, bukan berkahwin kerana perasaan dan mengikut kebiasaan. Jodoh usah terlalu dirisaukan, tiba masanya ia akan datang menjemput, namun perlu juga anda membuka lorong-lorongnya agar jemputan itu mudah sampai dan tidak terhalang. utamakan kelebihan AGAMA dulu. insyaALLAH kehidupan kita terjamin dan selamat Dunia & Akhirat :D ALLAH dah berjanji akan menemukan laki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik. So, yakin lah atas janjiNYA. ececeh pandai amalina cakap, act i dont have any guts to approach man first even i look so brave, im not that brave seriously. i mean fer r/ship cause fer me its so embarrasing, since takut kene tolak. ouchh! malu setahuuuun nnti. ahaha. so renung-renung kan :) nak tegaskan entri ini bertujuan utk berkongsi dan menyatakan ape yg bermain di mindaku bukan sebab tak sabar nak kawin ehh. siapa yang tak nak kahwin kan? mestilah nak, tapi bukan sekarang. dgree pun br nak msk, ade hati nk kawin. ceit! haha. and some of my friends already get married and have their own child. im happy fer you guys! yay! :)

"perempuan-perempuan yang keji untuk lelaki-lelaki yang keji dan lelaki-lelaki yang keji untuk perempuan-perempuan yang keji, sedangkan perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan-perempuan yang baik. Mereka bersih dari apa yang dituduh orang. mereka memperoleh keampunan dan rezaki yang mulia (syurga) - SURAH AN-NUR (26)

Mengapa mendambakan isteri sehebat Khadijah , andai diri tidak semulia Rasulullah s.a.w. Tidak perlu isteri secantik Balqis ,andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman. Mengapa mengharapkan suami setampan Yusuf seandai kasih tak setulus Zulaikha. Tidak perlu mencari suami seteguh Ibrahim, andai diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah.- ANONYMOUS

hangat-hangat tahi ayam

2010-06-01T23:34:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys! :)

bila tengok berita kat tv pasal Israel menyerang kapal Mavi Marmara -kapal utama flotila enam kapal yang ditugaskan menghantar bantuan kemanusiaan ke Semenanjung Gaza yang diserbu dan diserang oleh tentera rejim Israel terasa sedih, marah, geram sangat. tipulah kalau korg tak marah kan? semua pun buat demostrasi menyatakan ketidakpuasan dan membantah bukan sahaja rakyat-rakyat di negara islam tp yang bukan islam pun. Dua belas rakyat Malaysia disahkan berada di kapal Mavi Marmara termasuk 2 wartawan stesen berbayar. tu yg lagi terkesan kat hati kita. betul taak? dulu ms awal-awal je semangat boikot tu boikot ni, alih alih bile semua turun harga, langsung tak jd boikot. apekah?? memang hangat-hangat tahi ayam je kan. cis cis!

bak kata fad " kalaulah aku ade kat atas kapal tu , mgkin aku berpeluang mati syahid. alangkah indahnye TAPI bile aku renung-renungkan balik,aku ni dah cukup bersedia ke nk berhadapn dengan musuh Allah tu?dah cukup ker ketahanan fizikal n mental tok berjuang besame2 dorang 2 sume?dah kental ker iman didada ni??so,ak jawab la blik an soklan yg ak tanye kat dri ak sendiri 2....jwpn ak???malangnye, ak rase yg ak blom ckup bersedia lg nk berhadapan ngan situasi mcm 2.." memang kita teringin sangat untuk berada di atas kapal tu TAPI kite renungkan ape yg fad ckp tu. ececeh fad mesti kau kembang kan? kita sebenarnya belum cukup bersedia mental dan fizikal. cakap semua berani lah kan? iman kita pun belum cukup kental mcm mereka tu. sebab tu kita masih disini. pastikan segala amalan wajib kita lakukan, ni yg wajib pun dok kene tinggal ade hati nk syahid. fikir fikirkan lah. tepuk dada tanya iman :))

dlm kesibukn kita berckp tntang kekejaman Israel thdp Gaza,perlu kita ambil inisiatif dlm pembentukan insan yg bertunjangkn dan menghayati keimanan.Jangan mimpi utk menentang Israel sedangkan ramai lg remaja kita yg hanyut dgn hiburan,minuman b'alkohol dan thp sosial yg berlebihan.Kerajaan pula tergamak menggalakkan kegiatan kilang arak,judi piala dunia.Sedikit perubahan itu lebih baik drpd tiada langsung. jadi fikir-fikirkanlah.

Seorang bijaksana Israel menyatakan lebih kurang begini “jangan umat Islam bermimpi untuk mengalahkan kami,sekiranya mereka masih belum mampu menyamakan jumlah orang yang bersembahyang subuh di masjid secara berjemaah sebanyak jumlah orang yang bersembahyang di masjid pada hari Jumaat” see, tengok dorg memang dah kaji semua benda ni. so ape lagi, lepas ni jom sembahyang kat masjid. jangan lah harap pakcik-pakcik je, sepatutnye yang muda lg semangat untuk mengimarahkan masjid. so lets change babeh :) let raise our hand, that is the least we can do. Al-Fatihah kepada saudara yang telah syahid.

"Israelis celebrating attack on Turkish Aid Ship - infront of Turkish Embassy,Tel Aviv [aku tahu kita semua geram, tapi jangan mencarut, jangan mencarut, jangan mencarut, baik bertakbir, bertakbir dan bertakbir! walaupun kita marah, kita tetap ada adab! kita orang islam yang beradab bukan biadap! marah kita ibadah! jerit kita ibadah! demo kita ibadah! Allahuakbar!]"- FAKHRURAZI Z.A

carta kesayangan

2010-06-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and hello guys!

sory fer the long silence. tak tau nk update pasal ape. ish ish otak memang dah beku sangat ni. haihh. mcm mane nak start belajar bulan 7 ni? haiyoo. nvmd have another one freaking month to go. haha

oh topik kita pd hari ini ialah, betul ke adik-adik kita yg kecik tu akan ade carta untuk kakak-kakak dan abang-abang dorg? ohh untuk org yang tak mempunyai adik, msti awak ade carta sndri utk abang-abang dan kakak-kakak awak kan? mari kita terjah.

situasi 1:

along : jad, jad, siapa yg paling ajad syg. tapi tak termasuk ibu dgn ayah lah. *muka penuh mengharap*

ajad : yg pertama amar, pastu ALONG, angah, acik, amir and last skali syiah. *smbil tersenyum kambing*

along : asal pulak along no 2? cis! cis! *muka tersentap*

ajad : okay lah tu :)

along : asal amar pulak? bkn dia syg ajad pun? dia kan selalu mrh ajad.

ajad : takpe lah tu abg ajad.

along : wtvr!

- perbualan ini terjadi sebelum amukan berlaku.

situasi 2:

along : jad, jad, siapa yg paling ajad syg. tapi tak termasuk ibu dgn ayah lah. *muka penuh mengharap lagi*

ajad : yg pertama amar, pastu angah, acik, amir, syiah pastu last skali br ALONG. *smbil muka masam*

along : asal pulak along last? td along nombor 2? *nak start emo dahh, ahaha*

ajad : yelaaah siapa suruh marah ajad? siapa yg marah ajad tak suka lah

along : yelah ajad sepah kan rumah memang lah along mrh, penat alah along asik nk kemas rumah. kalau ajad tak sepahkan, mane ade along marah. lgpun along kan kakak ajad.

ajad : kakak mane boleh marah?

along : asal pulak tak boleh?

ajad : -_________-' sobs. sobs

along : haha, yelaah along tak marah ajad dah. *okay tu nak habiskan ayat, and cara nk pujuk dia supaya berhenti menangis*

tengok tu, before kene marah kedudukan dalam carta nombor 2, bila aku dah mengamuk skali haa terus turun carta dah hampir-hampir nak terkeluar dah tu. haaihh. susah betul nk kekalkan kedudukan untuk jd org plng kene sayang. bila kasi hadiah atau pebenda yg dia nak terus nombor 1, kene mrh sikit turun ahh carta. menci menci * gaya nk kene lempang*. and i will never be his number one, since ajad loves amar moreeee! cis cis! except kalau aku bg dia hadiah or something taht he want really bad. amik kesempatan betul budak kecik ni. manja sangat! erghh. but i do love him so much! teehee. so temanye tak boleh lah nak marah dorg ni? sebab nk jd nombor 1 yang paling disayangi? haha. and kepada adik-adik tak payah lah ehh nak buat carta kesayangan. unfair lah untuk kakak and abang yang banyak berbakti. memang lah selalu kene marah, tp mesti ade sebab kakak and abang marah kan? hahaha. gile tak boleh blah ayat. haaha. konklusinya, syg ahh semua org sama rata. ececeh :)

"You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them." -DESMOND TUTU

surat cinta wujudkah lagi sekarang?

2010-05-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

hari tu kemas-kemas bilik and simpan semua beg yg bersangkut tu dalam almari dari biar bersepah bergantungan kan? and tengah belek-belek and sumbat-sumbat beg dalam almari atas tu tiba-tiba jumpa 1 plastik jukebox tau. i had seen that before tapi tak pernah terfikir pun nak check and all of sudden i had been so curious . so i check it. omg! omg! and you know what i had found inside that plastic bag?? :))

its my parents's love letters!
*gila excited aku, haha*

its had been ages, i mean like 22 years ago since this year is their 21st anniversary and they still have their love letters with them. AWWWWH, so sweets isn't? envy much! alaaa kan best kalau sekarang pun orang main utus-utus surat *gila klasik ayat, haha*. tp sebab ade teknologi yang canggih ahh tak boleh dah nak buat mcm tu. sobs. semua hantar thru sms tak pun fb/ms/ym. cehh tak thrill dah lah kan? betul lah orang cakap cara orang zaman dulu bercinta dengan zaman sekarang bercinta lain. i agreed with that statement. lain sangat-sangat! cehh mesti korang cakap padahal lynn tak pernah pun bercintan cintun ni memandai je nak buat andaian. tapi based on what my friends had go thru its totally different okay sweets?

lets cut the craps. so inside that jukebox bags its had almost 100++ love letters and some postcard. so when dah jumpa and tengok surat tu, pergi kat ibu. buat buat tanya " ibu dulu ms bercinta ibu contact ngan ayah macam mane eh? " ibu sambil lipat baju jawab " guna surat lah tak pun public fon tu ha." sambil aku tersenyum kambing aku tunjuk surat yg aku jumpa kat ibu. and ibu was like, "ALOOOOOONGGGGG!! " *yelah surat cinta kot* and angah was like, "asal long asal?". she's the kepochi one in our family kan, so its suits her lah nak sibuk-sibuk. haha. and my dad pun keluar dr bilik "apesal ni kecoh-kecoh?" dia tak nak lah ketinggalan kan, since we were laughing loudly and then angah read the letter in front of my parents and my others siblings. sumpaaaaaaah comel, klasik gila ayat. and ibu macam malu malu and blushing. since angah tu tak tau malu nak bc. and ayah like cool gila lah kan? cover ahh depan anak anak. teehee. oh ohh and ibu hantar surat kat ayah guna sampul biru and ayah hantar kat ibu guna sampul pink. so comel okay my daddy and mummy and it makes me love them even moreeeee :)

okay, i had some picture of that love letters thingy and sorry lah tak cantik sangat gambar since guna kamera 3.2 megapiksel je. i didnt have dslr or cannon e90. sobs :( but nvmd.

1. nilah plastik tu.
ibu ingat kalau letak dalam plastik buruk mcm ni takde lah orang nak selongkar :D

2. suraaaaaaat

3. some of their letters and postcards :)

4. they also put numbers at their letter, to show how many letters they had received. ohh btw, tu alamat my mom ms mengajar kat sana :)

5. look at the word that had been circled.
my daddy is so romantic! :)

6. love it! sweet isn't? :)

kepada bakal bakal kekasih ku *cehh macam ramai peminat lah konon* mari kita berutus surat. tiru cara mak dah ayah saya. sangat cool okay dari hantar sms & email je. kan kan? nnti ade bukti yang boleh ditunjukkan pada anak, cucu, cicit, piut dll. hahaha *gile berangan* tapi ade ke lagi orang yang nak main hantar2 surat ni? sobs :(

p/a: jarang hantar surat dekat orang walaupun kawan-kawan ade je yg hantar kad raya dan surat tp semua tak pernah berbalas. maaf ye kawan-kawan? :) tahun ni insyaALLAH siapa yg hantar kad raya kat kita nnti kita balas :)

"Men always want to be woman's first love. Women had a more subtle instinct. What they like is to be a man last romance." - OSCAR WILDER

the day had come! - part 2

2010-05-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

chewaaah tajuk macam movie lah konon nk sekuel-sekuel bagai. cehh. haha :D so seperti yg dijanjikan, nak update ahh sikit pasal hantar teman bergaduh daftar kat CFSIIUM, PJ.

since angah dah boleh start daftar pukul 8.30 pagi, so ayah suruh gerak awal since takut takde parking. even danau kota dengan pj takde lah jauh sangat tp konon-konon nak gerak after subuh lah kan? tp seperti biasa mestilah aku ngan acik yang buat lambat. sorry! hari tu macam susah gile nak bangun. sembahyang subuh pun 6.35, bak kata fad subuh cap gajah. pastu lepas sembahyang tu bukan reti nak pegy mandi, duduk melepak kat atas katil tu je dah berapa minit. haihh. sekali ibu panggil "along, pergi mandi. ape lah yg kau termenung tu" tanpa menjawab capai tuala pergi bilik air. mandi mandi then kejut acik and siap. so alih-alih kitorg bertolak pukul 7.30. so kire awal lah jugak kan? :))

so sampai kat pj around 7.50 since tak jammed pun. so dh park kereta semua terus pergi Al-Malik Faisal Hall untuk amik nombor. so memikirkan yg we have 30 more minutes to mingle around, so kitorang pergi lah breakfast. i had nasi lemak with paru and teh ais. harga dia muraaah gilaaa :)

dah habis makan pergi balik kat hall and angah's number had been called so she enter the hall and my dad go to the muamalat counter to pay the fee. sambil tunggu kat luar dewan tu suddenly ade seorang pak cik datang sambil tersenyum kat ktorg. sumpaaaah i didn't recognize him. then acik bisik tu ayah ismail kat rumah lama. so i was like, "omg, didi is here lah? pity angah. hahaha" angah and didi sebaya. and damn, its true man. didi was there. nasib tak sama course. she's is doing architecture while my sisters is taking law. nvmd. padahal dulu kat rumah lama takde pun nak tegur. ni rajin pulak nk tegur. cehh. *amalina, dont be too rude. haih*

so lepas tu since tak boleh duduk depan dewan ktorg pun duduk lah kat tangga sambil tengok budak budak keliling satu pj. and suddenly ternampak hafizah pulak. so senyum smbil lambai lambai lah *bajet mcm miss universe kejap* haha. so around 9.00++ dah habis registration and pergi lah masuk mahallah. mahallah means hostel okay kawan-kawan. and she got KC which is Khadijah College, 2nd floor :) so yeah angkut barang-barang dalam kereta then gerak naik bilik. angah and ibu dah naik dulu sebab nak cop katil. so aku, acik and ayah lah kene angkat barang. nasib barang tak banyak sangat. so dah kemas-kemas semua, kitorang balik rumah balik sebab petang tu dorg takde aktiviti pun. daripada duduk situ baik balik rumah dulu kan tengok cerita korea?:))

these are the pictures of the day. banyak lagi tapi malas nak upload. teehee~

me and angah
*ignore the tudung since we're infront of the fan*

angah, daddy and me :)

mummy, acik, angah and daddy

ni muka bosan tunggu kat luar.

to angah:

Fly in the plane of AMBITION & land in the airport of SUCCESS, luck is yours, wish is mine. may your future always shine. Good Luck siaters!! i love youuu :)

p/s: tudung haritu tak jadi, terkemek-kemek. buat sakit hati je. cehh. oh oh dah start rindu. *jgn bgtau dia, kembang setaman kang. haha* padahal ade je lagi adik 5 orang kat rumah.

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated." -LAMARTINE

the day had come!

2010-05-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

awak, awak saya nak hantar adik saya pergi CFSIIUM,PJ. nanti saya dah balik saya update kat awak ye? :)) okay bye!

nilah teman bergaduh saya, tp nnti jarang-jarang je bergaduh. camane ni? hee~

p/s: doakan adik saya ye, sebab dia tak pernah duduk asrama. dapat pulak KC memang walawehh :)

"Everything in life is luck." - DONALD TRUMP

cemburu perlu ke?

2010-05-21T21:13:00.000-07:00

semalam ibu sambut hari guru kat sekolah. so mestilah dapat hadiah banyak dr murid-murid dia. dan yg selalu nya paling excited nk bukak hadiah mestilah adik aku dua orang yg paling kecik sekali -syiah & ajad. konon-konon mcm dorg lah punya hadiah kan. cehhh. yelah ms birthday sndiri dapat 2-3 hadiah je kan, so macam excited lah tengok hadiah banyak-banyak. wakaka :D

tp bukan nk cerita pasal hadiah. ni nak cerita pasal adik kesayangan aku dua orang ni lah. dorang sangat cemburu kot! haihh nasib baik lah korg takde adik lagi kan. haha. okay okay meh meh dgr cerita dorg :))

situasi 1 :

ibu : ya ALLAH, mane semua gambar ?

aku : gambar ape bu?

ibu : td ade program kat sekolah ibu , ibu lupa nak bawak cmra. so ibu tngkap guna fon. haihh, siapa pulak yg delete ni.

syiah : *tgh tengok tv, buat tak tau je*

acik : ibu, td acik nmpk syiah yg pegang fon ibu.

ibu : syiah kau tekan ape smpi semua hilang ni?

syiah: yelah mmg syiah yg delete, sayang sgt lah ank murid tu smpi tangkap gmbr semua.?*muka mcm nk nangis*

ibu: alalala, meh sini dekat ibu. hihi :P

along, acik : hahaha. lawak lah kau ni syiah. bnda tu pun nk jeles. :))

situasi 2:

ajad : mir, mir kau tgk ni? *smbil keluarkan sesuatu dlm smpul surat*

amir: asal?

ajad : ade orang nak love ibu. ntah pape je kan?

amir: mane mane?

ajad: ni ha, tgk lah. dah lah buruk.

amir : hahahahaha. kau ni, tu murid ibu lah. mesti lah dia syg ibu. apelah.

aku : *tibe2 menyibuk, pdahal dr jauh tgk je 2 org ni kan* asal asal?

ajad : ade org love ibu long. *dgn muka confident*

aku : oh ajad tak suka ke?

ajad: tak suka, ibu mak kita mane boleh org lain syg. kan long kan?

aku: *angguk smbil gelak*

macam- macam ragam lah adik-adik aku ni. nasib lah korg last. kalau ade adik lagi habis lah jeles lg melebih lah nnti. korg ingt along tak jeles ke dgn korg? muahaha :D point disini, budak budak pun dah pandai jeles! kan kan?

nilah budak dua orang yg kuat cemburu tu. haha.

"Jealousy and love are sisters. "- RUSSIAN PROVERBS

july come quick!

2010-05-20T12:37:00.000-07:00

this loooooooong holiday's making me lazier than usual and very very unproductive.i like the daily classes better. at least on class days, i'm doing something rather than just sitting around doing nothing. at least on class days, i can whine about being so lazy and not wanting to go to class.at least on class days i can skip class and go somewhere lepak and had a very great time to sleep. now that it's a holiday i've no purpose to wake up and so the only reason i actually woke up is cause of my mom would yell and yell and shout until i'm awake. it's irritating and annoying, dan dengan serta merta saya akan menjadi anak derhaka since i'd be waking up and buat muka sambil gosok-gosok mata to my mom. now that it's a holiday i'm like a stay home mom. i have to clean the house, do the laundry, cooks, sidai baju semua and just last night i had the time to online. cepaaaaaaaat lah datang july!

p/s: oh btw quotes ni sgt tak sesuai dgn aku. wakaka:P cant leave my house since im lovin it! :)

"life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it. that's why i get immediately bored with anyone compalining about how boring their life or how bad their town is. fucking leave and go somewhere else." -HENRY ROLLINS

wake up call darla!

2010-05-20T11:21:00.000-07:00

hello! anneyeong! :)) *tibe tibe nak cakap korea, ntah betul ntah tak tu*

dah lama sangat tak update blog, bukan ape tak tau nk tulis pasal ape. haihh. rinduu je nak blogging. duduk rumah ni membuatkan otak aku jadi beku sampai takde idea nk tulis pasal ape. haha. gilaa lameee alasan aku bg. wakaka :D

i love this quotes so much. its really inspire me. ecece. nak cerita ni. meh meh duduk dekat dekat sikit, almaklumlah suara i ni perlahan je. *okay tu paling tipulah kan, suara paling lantang kot haha.* macam ni tau, dulu before msk matrik memang ramai orang cakap nnti kat sana jumpa dengan mcm-mcm orang, ramai je yang culture shock. ibu, ayah, makcik- makcik, pakcik-pakcik semualah dah nasihat, "KENE PANDAI PILIH KAWAN! JGN SMPI MUDARAT DIRI SENDIRI"okay pd ms itu, aku tak percaya pun akan ade org yg akan culture shock. chewahh konon-konon aku lah yang paling betul kan? haha. tapi bila dah msk br lah tau. ms awal-awal memang tak nampak pun yg dorg ni culture shock. nampak suci, mestilah paling ke-sopanan dan kesusilaan :) tp tu ms awal-awal lah. bila dah berapa sem kemudian, amik kau semua perangai dah keluar.

tapi yelaah sape pulak nak mengaku dia culture shck kan? i know some of my friends are very open-social type of people, and i dont care since their parents know what they're doing but fer whom yg baru nak BERJINAK-JINAK AND YOUR PARENTS DOESNT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING SINCE THEY'RE FAR AWAY FROM YOU and still nak buat benda-benda mcm tu, aku rs tak perlu lah kot. nak pergi clubbing, shisha, smoke or lepak sampai subuh. its doesnt make you look cool pun. and its so out of season okay dudettes? tak perlu lah nampak macam jakun br nak up kan? nampak sangat macam orang yang tak seberapa tapi nak bersosial. im not saying that i know who is culture shocked or not but people themselves will know and realized that. sorry to say people who came from rural area, when they got the chances they tried very hard to be someone in town and to fit in with the KL life. im not kl biased okay. its just the fact. and when you upload your photo in one of your social networking, to show other people how cool you are. people will misunderstood you and accussed you something that you're not doing. do you know that? erghh. you need to accept the fact okay sweetheart? you're not suitable fer that kind of lifestyle. just be yourselves okay?

gambar paling kurus sbgi hiasan tambahan :)

"it's culture shock for a lot of people when they think that they can just come into any band and just be in it. NO, it's doesn't work like that". - KATIMA UNDERWOOD

p/s: ni takde kaitan dengan siapa-siapa- general je okay!

guru = lilin

2010-05-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

16th May is the Teacher's Day. it is a wonderful occasion to reciprocate the love and affection shown to you, by your teacher. At kindergarten, teacher becomes a substitute for mother. the teacher takes care of the students and treats them as her own children. when they grow older, teacher assumes the role of an instructor, who guides his/her students to become a good person and instills moral thoughts in them. when the students are capable to stand on their own feet, the mentor assists them to reach all the milestones and accomplish all the goals set for life. During the formative years of life, teacher showers immense love and affection upon his/her students, in return of which he/she expects nothing but appreciation. i am fortunate cause had a wonderful, loving and caring teacher in my entire life. the MEDIOCRE teacher tells. the GOOD teacher explains. the SUPERIOR teacher demostrates and the GREAT teacher inspires. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all my teachers and lecturers! - SK Padang Tembak 2, MRSM Kuala Kubu Bharu, SMK Convent Bukit Nanas & CFS IIUM, Nilai. thank you fer all the hours that you spend. attention that you gives, need that you tend, and knowledge that you pass on. your special touch offering guidance undaunted much. here's to all my teachers, each one a gem and i salute them. i love you guys! :))

"ideal teachers are those who use themselves as bridges over which they invite their student to cross then having facilitated their crossing, joyfully collapse, encouraging them to create bridges of their own." - NIKOS KAZANTZAKIS

shitto

2010-05-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

its had been ages since my last post. sorry im too busy watching thomas cups and waiting fer suju comebacks so didn't have much time to update my blog. gila tak bolehh blah alasan. temanya tak tau nak cerita pasal ape. idea dah kering kontang dah ni. hahaha :)) oh ohh btw, yesterday is the best and the worst day of my life. shoot! two great feeling in one day? erghh.

fisrt of all, why it is he best day is because i can watch SUJU comeback stage. gila semangat duduk depan tv je pun, nak tengok dorg perform. bloody hell! me and my sisters cant stop scream at the top of our lungs. im so gonna watch it all over again. damn pathethic right? but who cares? br kot berminat dengan alam korea since last year, so lemme enjoy it okay sweets? :))

and why it is the worst day? because MALAYSIA LOST to CHINA. sobs. im so fuckin sad. since i want to watch finals at Stadium Putra but unfortunately i can't since Malaysia is not in the finals round! the results are pretty much expected. we knew that we have the slightest chance to beat them because they're very strong. they has a lot of skillfull player like Lin Dan, Chen Jin, Cai Yun and they're pretty young too compared to our Malaysian player. we hope fer miracle to happen but yet, we doesn't have luck.Malaysia lost to China, 3-0, without even winning a single set of the games. How disappointing it is? with so many local supports and cheers, Malaysians were unable to do at their best just now! They seems too nervous in their homeground because they know we're hoping so bad and want them to bring it back our thomas cup! erghh. this is the only sports that i support malaysia insted of football kan? we need to find the pioneer fer this sports. we cant only depends on chong wei and koo n tan.

Chong Wei vs Lin Dan
17-21, 8-21

Koo Kien Kiat-Tan Boon Heong vs Cai Fu Huifeng
15-21, 21-10

Wong Choong Han vs Chen Jin
16-21,7-21

The other two matches are not played since China had won the competition. however, im still proud of you guys!

"Champions keep playing until they get it right."- Billie Jean King

omg! you're a hero.

2010-05-12T12:47:00.000-07:00

tiba tiba mood dah tukar kepada mood sukan. ape lagi mestilah nak update pasal piala thomas kan? muahaha :D

semalam gila kecewa ahh tengok Malaysia kalah dengan Jepun. sumpaah sedih. hello wong choong hann tu pemain ranking 22 tapi boleh pulak kalah dengan org yang ranking 200++? haruslah aku emo smlm kan? maluu dohh. dah lah semangat depan tv menjerit2 bagai. konon konon aku punye semangat tu boleh sampai ahh kat stadium putra tu kan? haha. tapi bile choon han dah kalah harap pd bergu kedua lah kan? tp mlngnya pun kalah jugak. haihh. fairuzizuan hang tu dah lah comel, buat betul betul lah bro. aku sokong kau kot. so harapan nye sekarang dekat hafiz hashim. sumpaaah mcm ade hrpan lah since Jepun kan? mesti boleh beat. haa, alih alih amik kau dorg yg beat kite. tak ternganga pulak mulut bila dah kalah? haihh. tapi pemain jepun comel ohh ;))

Lee Chong Wei vs Kenichi Tago
[21-12, 21-13]
Koo Kien Keat/Tan Boon Heong vs Noriyasu Hirata/Hirokatsu Hashimoto
[21-13, 21-17]
Wong Choong Hann vs Sho Sasaki
[17-21, 18-21]
Mohd Fairuzizuan Tazari/Zakry Latif vs Kenichi Hayakawa/Kenta Mazuno
[15-21, 12-21]
Muhammad Hafiz Hashim vs Shoji Sato
[10-21, 21-14, 18-21]

TAPI

hari ini hafiz hashim jadi wira kot :)) since single kedua and beregu kedua kalah dgn denmark kan? oh and farurizuan tak main ganti dgn hoon. hafiz hashim lg sekali jd penentu. mula mula macam tak de harapan je. br berangan nak beli tiket final. sobs. so main tukar tukar lah channel kat tv tu. sekejap tengok showdown sekejap tgk piala thomas. tp bile hafiz dah menjarakkan mata *pergh ayat tak boleh blah* di dengan pemain denmark tu, showdown pun kene tinggal lah dgn ktorg sbb semangat ni bagi sokongan kat rumah. memang riuh habis ahh kan? wakaka :P sumpah boleh sakit jantung bile tengok Malaysia main badminton. sungguh mendebarkan! hahaha. but finally Hafiz Hashim become a hero and move to the semi finals. and nak tau jumpa dengan sape CHINAA! dah mcm finals ahh pulak kan? Hafiz hashim, main jangan gelojoh bro. tgk masa main dengan denmark kau boleh je buat kan? so i believe in you. chewahh mcm lah hafiz hashim boleh bs ape aku tulis. hahaha

Lee Chong Wei vs Peter Hoeg Gade
[21-17, 21-17]
Koo Kien Keat/Tan Boon Heong vs Carsten Mogensen/Mathias Boe
[21-17, 21-19]
Wong Choong Hann vs Jan O Jorgasen
[22-20, 16-21, 18-21]
Zakry Latiff/Hoon Thien How vs Laars Paaske/Jonas Rasmussen
[26-24, 12-21, 19-21 ]
Hafiz Hashim vs Joachim Persson
[ 21-12, 21-10]

p/s: i love to watch tan boon heong gives support to his other teammates. its just sho comel to see :)

pp/s: keep up the good work! believes in yourself and make Malaysia proud of you. since its been ages Malaysia didnt win Thomas cup! so make it happen this year. hopefully it will be ours!

"Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them - a desire, a dream, a vision." -
MUHAMMAD ALI